timetable.....

tag-o-mania .. this one comes from jeff (mah artist)

twenty years ago
wala pa akong kaalam-alam nun ... 2 years old pa lang ako nun. baka nun time na yun pinupurga pa ako ng nanay ko.

fifteen years ago
im in grade 2, if im correct ito rin yung time na lumindol sa pinas. buti na lang absent ako nun sa klase. nagiigib ako ng tubig nang biglang umalog ang lupa. nagiiyakan kaming magkakamaganak nun sa bahay.

ten years ago
about to graduate elementary. still undecided kung ano ang manyayari sa buhay ko. all i think at that time is play, play ... and more play. bata pa kasi lolo nyo.

five years ago
i was in college nah... 1st year to be exact. never thought na magiging marketing student ako. ive met new poeple na talaga naman mga astig at hanggang ngayon e kasa-kasama ko pa rin.

three years ago
pa-graduate na ako ng college. nagtratrabaho ako bilang crew ng jollibee. cramming is the right word to decribe this year ... daming thesis at feasibility studies to pass.

last year
i was still in epldt ... up until september wherein i decided to resign and find a dayshift. taon para sa akin para makilala ko talaga kung sino ako. at malaman ko ang gusto ko. november rin na taon ito ipinanganak ang blog ko.

this year
been to 2 companies already. currently im back on a call center but start of the year i was employed as sales executive from a not so known ISP here in the phils.

yesterday
i went to SM with nanay and ate sonia's family. bumili ako ng bagong shoes.

last night
wala masyado nagluto ng dinner, tapos nanood ng live telecast ng pinoy big brother. then sleep....

today
may pasok ako mamaya .. first day. so normal day kapag may pasok at normal routine din.

tomorrow
pasok ulit sa trabaho *sigh*!!!

next year
uhhmmmm.... tough year i guess kasi mayaman na ako!! wehehe

five-ten years from now
resign na ako as an employee at mayroon na akong sarili kong business na talga booming in terms of market and profit status.

kayo naman ....

dada ---> tingnan ko nga ang malupit mong nakaraan

larry ---> tsong siguro naman hindi lang inom ang ginawa mo sa buong buhay mo?

butsok ---> sumusulat ka na ulit so baka naman sakaling masagutan mo ito.

one hell of a good news ...

as i said on my last post. today should be my last day of work, if i dont passed. but the good news is ... we've been extended for another week and instead of having our off every friday and saturday naging saturday and sunday na. thats make today my 6th day at work. ok naman kasi they are paying us ng doble. dapat lang

ang rason nila kung bakit kami inextend? kasi daw from 30% customer satisfaction. ngayon linggong ito our stat went up to 55%. wowee and for that our coach think na we are doing good and if given another one week extension baka sakaling mataasan pa namin yung mga nasa operations na.

sabi nga nung isang mentor sa amin ... "what a great recovery" at isang linggo lang yung pagitan... san ka pa!!

ako may sakit??

bakit ganun? hindi kaya't may phobia ako sa pagiging magisa. hindi ko alam at hindi ko maintindihan.

hindi ko kayang umuwi magisa ... hindi ko kayang lumabas o pumuntan ng kahit 1km lang mula sa bahay ng walang kasama. Natatandaan ko pa noon, hindi ko kayang pumunta sa pagupitan ng ako lang. kailangan may kakarag-karag akong isang kaibigan o kaklase bago ako makapagpagupit. ni hindi ko nga kayang pumunta sa mall ng magisa, lalo na ang kumain sa labas. pakiramdam ko lungkot na lungkot ako. na halos kawawa ako at parang may naririnig akong mga tinig na nagsasabing "kawawa naman siya?" paranoid yan ang tamang tawag sa akin.yan din ang turing sa akin ng dati kong kaopisina nang ikinuwento ko sa kanya kung gaano ako ka dependent sa ibang tao. Ni hindi ko pa ngang nagawang manood ng sine magisa e. muntik na, pero hindi ko talaga kaya, kaya't nangulit ako sa mga dati kong kaibigan, ayon nakakuha naman ako ng kasama, kaya lang ang masama dun ako na ang nanlibre kasi napilitan lang yung ugok na samahan ako e tinulugan pa ko habang nanonood nung palabas. *sigh*

maikwento ko lang yung 'bago-bagong pangyayari sa aking di maintindihang paguugali. nagkayayaan kaming makakaopisina sa client logic na magbreakfast sa likod ng IS sa may ortigas. kahit na malayo-layo sa opisina, oks lang naman kasi may tsikot yung isa kung kasama. apat kaming natuloy. si jenny, si potipot, ako at si PJ. nung uwian na heto hindi na naman ako mapakali. nagiisip ako kung kanino ako sasabay. kay jenny?? malamang hindi pede kasi ihahatid siya ni PJ. kay potipot?? medyo malabo kasi sa makati siya nakatira sa QC ako. taliwas yung daan namin.

tanong nyo kung kanino ako nauwing sumabay??? OO kay potipot!! tanga ba? oo na realized ko na lang na napalayo pala ako ng sobra nung nandun na ko sa makati at pasakay na nang dyip papuntang LRT station.... *sigh* ano b yan???

"AUTOPHOBIA = refers to an abnormal and persistent fear of being alone or of oneself."

dagok!!! *boink*

binigyan kami ng taning sa kompanya, buong batch namin. pag hindi daw namin na meet ang nakaset na standards nila ay wala na silang magagawa kundi paalisin kami.

hindi ko alam pero malaki daw kasi ang naging papel namin sa pagbaba ng "metrics" ng kompanya. lalo na't kung Customer Satisfaction ang pauusapan. 74% lang naman ang nais na makuha o ang target ng site. pero sa nakalipas na buwan pumalo ng 50% mahigit ang aming metrics. malaking porsyento ng pagbagsak ay dahil sa amin mga nasa transition team. sabi nila 30% ang nakuha ng buong batch namin.


biglang pampalubag loob, ini-extend kami ng isa pang linggo, pagbibigay pagkakataon na rin daw pa ra ipakita namin na karapat-dapat kami... sabi pa nga ng coach ko nakiusap lang daw siya sa site VP namin kaya't pag hindi pa rin kami pumasa wala na siyang magagawa, dahil yun ang kondisyon ang paalisin kami.

basta ako isa na lang ang nasa isip ko. "make or break" week ko ito. kung hindi pumasa ibig lang sabihin nun hindi ito para sa akin. pag pumasa edi SWERTE!

bakit kamo ako hindi nakakapagblog???

*hikab* Goodmorning my blog!!! pucha mahigit isang linggo na kong hindi nakakapagsulat sa aking munting tahanan ahh... huh?? bakit kamo? pano ba naman ang "lolo" nyo paulit-ulit na lang ang araw. heto ang detalye:

- uuwi nang alas 7 ng umaga, pero madalas nagoovertime pa nang 1 oras sa kadahilanang kailanagan namin magmeeting pa, yung bang ireremind ng boss mo sa iyo yung lahat ng pagkakamali mo. tapos bibigyan ka ng date na kailangan pagnarating mo yun hindi mo na ginagawa yung katangahan mo.

- by 8:30am, kung hindi kumakain kami ng mga kaopisina ko sa jollibee o mcdo (kung minsan istarbak pag may pera) e nagaabang na kami ni jay-jay ng bus sa tapat ng megamall papuntang fairview.

9am - bababa ako ng kamias at sasakay ng dyip papuntang welcome rotonda. malamang makakatulog na naman ako sa biyahe. hindi ko lam pero enganyong-enganyo akong matulog kapag nasa dyip. yung bang kakaibang sensasyon na umaalog. pakiramdam ko hinehele ako. patok yun!!! malamang makakatulog ako. pero nadala na ko ng isang beses, nung lumagpas ako at umabot sa UST. pucha nahiya ako sa ibang pasahero. isa na ring dahilan na mas pinipili ko na lang magdyip ngayon keysa sa FX. kasi sa dyip pahinto-hinto medyo nagigising ako.


9:30am - nasa bahay na ko nyan. bibili ako ng ulam kay aling selya, dahil malamang ala akong kakainin sa bahay. madalas gulay ang binibili ko, bukod sa sustansya at mura. paborito ko talaga ang gulay (mabuhay kayo gata) wehehe

10am - nanood ako ng "beyblade" habang kumakain. pagkatapos papalipas oras nagbabasa ng kung ano-ano hanggang makatulog.

11am hanggang 7:30pm - tulog ang lolo nyo!!!

7:30pm - babangon kahit na masakit sa ulo, kakain ng hapunan. maliligo at magbibihis papuntang trabaho ulit.

8:45pm - pasakay na ng dyip papuntang munoz. makikinig sa mga tsismisan ng katabi. wehehe

9pm - nasa mrt station na ko ng north avenue. titingin-tingin sa mga pumapasok. nagbabakasakaling may makasabay na kakilala.

9:30pm - bababa ng ortigas station, maglalakad pupuntang emerald avenue. nagdarasal na wag sanang umulan kasi ayokong mabasa yung payong ko sa bag. wehehe..


yan lang naman ang pinagkakaabalahan ko ngayong mga nakalipas na linggo... tingin nyo?? masaya ako???

lets talk about the past

nanood ako nang "fight club" kagabi. actuallly matagal ko nang naririnig sa dati kong kaopisina na maganda yung movie, pero nun nagtanong ako sa video city dito sa amin, ala na raw sila nun kopya nung movie.

so last night nung buksan ko yung tv ang nagtune in ako sa channel 23, sakto magsisimula pa lang yung movie.


sa mga hindi pa nakapanood, tungkol ito sa isang lalaki na hindi makatulog at nakaroon ng alter ego nang hindi niya alam.

napaisip ako, pagkatapos na napakagandang palabas na ito. na hindi kaya minsan e may mga desisyon ako na hindi naman talaga ako aware?

na yung alter ego ko ang nagdedesisyon para sa akin?

ilan kayang ako ang meron sa sarili ko?

this what makes my work so interesting

ISA MUNANG PATALASTAS:
my trainor let us watch this flash animation ....


paki --click ETO


hindi ko alam kong ngingiti ako o maiinis ako sa palabas na 'to
bahala na kayong humusga.

UPDATE!!!

hindi ko pa nga pala nablo-blog. mahigip dalawang linggo na akong nasa "transition bay" sa opis. ibig sabihin nun, tapos na ko sa 1 month tech training. 3 buwan kami mamalagi sa deparmentong ito bago sumabak sa "operations"

nagpalit na rin kami ng shift, kung dati e 9pm hanggang 6am kami. ngayong nasa "transition bay" na kami, ang pasok ko na ay 10pm hanggang 7am. isang oras lang naman ang nabago.

sa unang linggo ko sa "transition bay" ginunugol namin ang 5 oras para sa intensive technical training (o isa lang naman review ulit) at yung natira ay tumatanggap na kami ng tawag. opo, nagsisimula ko nang gamitin yung mga nalaman ko sa training. it between those 9 hours is our 1 hr lunch, and 2 15mins break.

ikalawang linggo, mahigit 6 na oras na kaming nakababad sa telepono at tumutulong sa mga american dell users. 2 hours na lamang ang inaalay namin para sa review at iba pang detalye ukol sa polisiya ng opisina.

masasabi kong pinaghalong, tuwa at pagkapraning ang trabaho ko. hindi biro, bukod pa sa puyat ako ay hirap kang makaresolba ng isang problema. lalo't pat hindi ko naman talaga linya ang computers. at una't sapul customer service at inaplayan ko, hindi ko alam kung ano nakita nila sa akin at ginawa akong tech support. iniisip ko na lang, may nakalaan para sa akin dito kaya ako nandito ngayon.

laking tuwa ko na kapag nasusulosyunan ko yung problema ng customer. lalo pa't tuwang-tuwa yung customer dahil sa wakas nawala na ang problema nila. ganun pala ang mga amerikano? masasabing sana'y sila sa mabilisang takbo ng buhay. ayaw na nila pang ipabukas ang pede naman magawa sa ngayon. hindi sila naghahanap ng dada, gusto nila ay kung ano ang iyong magagawa.

ganun man, higit pa rin nangingibabaw tayong mga pinoy, sapagkat ang hindi nila alam e, pinoy ang kausap nila sa kabilang linya at tumutulong sa kanila ... wehehehe

back from the grave

*phew* been one week i think since my last post. wala na talga lupaypay na ko. sobrang pagod ako sa trabaho ko. *sigh*. i even missed reading post of my fellow bloggers. malaki na siguro mga namiss ko dun sa mga kwentohan. tulad na lang sa mga:

- inuman at kwentong gimik ni ka larry

- mga munting pangarap ng magaling na blogiristang si barenaked

- kwento nang isang magiging ina na nasa europa na si analyze

- ang paglipat ng aking kaibigan sa numero treseng bahay na si knoizki

- buhay ng isang filipinang nakikipagsapalaran sa buhay maynila na si san

- hinanaing nang nagiisa kung dalagang pamangkin sa texas na si yeen

- si pareng watson at ang kanyang unika ihong si jolo

- at marami pang iba .... (naway'y hindi magalit yung hindi ko nabanggit)

namiss ko talaga ang pagblo-blog. namiss ko ang pagbabasa ng inyong mga entry. paminsan-minsan pumupuslit ako sa opisina ang tinitingnan ang blog nyo. pero hanggang dun na lang yun. kasi patago ako. hindi tuloy ako makapag iwan ng kahit na maliit na mensahe na dumalaw ako.....

let me know who you really are???

i was tagged by " the very happy mommy analyse " .... so i tagged along ....

What are the things you enjoy, even when no one around you want to go out and play?

simple lang .. i enjoy surfing the net specifically blogging. natutuwa nga ako, kasi i checked my blog first before my email. wherein before i usually go to my email accounts before doin anything else. ngaun... aba blog muna!!! first priority ko yun pag nasa net. kahit saan ako mapapad na may inet hala blog agad, either post an entry or go bloghopping.

i also like watching movie, lalo na yung mga feel good and really funny movies like john q, pay it forward, jerry mcguire at yung series ng mga comedy movie ni ruffa mae quinto (namely booba, super b at masikip sa dibdib) minsan nga kahit puyat ako galing work basta may maganda cd sa house, pinanonood ko muna bago ako matulog .. last movie i'd watched War of the worlds, fantastic four and mr and mrs smith

What lowers your stress/blood pressure/anxiety level? Make a list, post it in your journal…

stress:
listening to music, currently i liked "hale's" music or makinig dun sa mga nadownload kong mp3. mahilig ako sa rnb, alternative, accoustic at sometimes pop. sabihin man nilang korni .. wala akong pakialam.

minsan if i got time, money and a friend. i play badminton... one way to relieved stress at ilabas lahat ng galit ko sa mundo.. wehehe

blood pressure:
mataas naman ang tolerance ko e.. wag lang talaga yung aasarin ako sa maling oras... may pagka moody kasi ako e.. wag mo na muna akong kausapin kapag bad trip ako. kasi makakatikim ka talaga... pero rare naman ako mag inarte (madalas akong sabihan ni dada na "ang R.T ... R.T. mo) alam yan nang mga close friends ko..

anxiety:
minsan as simple as taking a deep breath and thinking na all of these will passed. ok na ko dun... kaw naman kasi gumagawa nang ikakapangit ng araw mo...

and also it help sometimes to share your grievances with some of your close friends, para may karamay ka. wag nga lang dun a mga tsismoso't tsismosa ahh?? mahirap na. baka mas nauna pa yung kapitbahay mo sa mga desisyon mo sa buhay.

and last, i played with my pamangkin's... yun makita mo lang silang makulit at ang lilikot. makes you think na " hayy sarap talaga ng buhay "

…and then tag 5 friends and ask them to post it in theirs.

Larry:
i wanna know kung anong kabalastugan ang isusulat mo..

DaDa:
i really liked the way you write ... so i wonder kung ano ang sagot mo...

Bare:
such a darlin and a good writer. now let me hear your sensitive side...

K:
nakilala lang kita sa blog... and it seems like i known you for so long.. share yourself to us by answering this questions...

San:
kapareho ko 'to e lagi rin puyat.. so tell me your secrets...

hello lucky!!!

on my way home last night from ponyang's house i tooked a jeepney ride from frisco to our place. its 15 mins before midnight and i was really scared, coz im not used to going home that late without a company.

on the jeep i was with people who looked very tired, but something really catches my eye, and that was the three kids that was in front of me (two boys and a girl). the girl is holding a nuts packed in small plastic, i think she was selling it. the older boy was holding a plastic as well, containing broth of some sort (it may be chicken or beef) i assume that would be their dinner.

that particular scene made me realize these things;


- how lucky i am that once i got home ill be lying down on a comfy bed, with pillows and sheets.

- how lucky i am that i was able to eat more than three times a day and sometimes even not finish it.

- how lucky i am, that ill be able to take a cab ride whenever im tired.

- how lucky i am that whenever im bored, i got my computer and ps2 that i can play with.

- how lucky i am that i got the chance to go to a mall, eat on some resto, drink coffee on an expensive brewing house etc.

- how lucky i am that i grew-up with proper education and having a job that really makes me earn good money.

- how lucky i am that i have such simple things like water, shelter and clothing.

these is all have, but still most of the time i will not feel that what i have is enough. made me think last night that i should be more than happy with what i have right now. i should learn to be contented on what's it front of me and be very thankful that i have it rather than nothing at all....

here's what i wanna say to you "MY TRAINOR"

- its not our fault, that we are late in regards to our lesson.

- you should also think why arent we reading it in advance.

- why not asked yourself if we are still interested or not?

- is that the way you motivate your class by giving "THREATS?"

- think that it is also your fault if some of us wont pass.

- arent you asking yourself on why are we always feeling sleepy and bored? but whenever were outside the training room, were all hyped?

- have you tried listening to yourself?

- it seems you are very interested bout the things you discuss. have you by any chance think if we are too?

- all you do is READ, READ AND READ ......

here are some pictures of my classmates wearing the terrorist theme:


1st photo from left; jennie and ,meah2nd photo; meah and me3rd photo; jennie, potpot and meah

nah.. not again

ive been lacking sleep for 2 days. sobra kasing init sa bahay, nung monday i only slept from 8 to 12 pm after nun hindi na ko nakakatulog ulit.

pakiramdam ko parati pag nakahiga na ko, parang may katabi akong isang lumalagablab na "bonfire." dagdag pa na yung likod ng AC ng kapitbahay namin e nakatutok sa bintana ng bahay namin. how i wish may AC kami. ahhhh , so what i usually do, kapag tirik na si haring araw, ill get out from the bed . .. bring a pillow and sleep downstairs instead. and problema nun, maingay naman. kasi si nanay nanonood ng "wowowee" ... damn no choice talaga.

yesterday,duon muna ako umuwi sa bahay nila ate sonia kasi gusto kong dalawin si baby rona and also para makatulog ako nang mahaba. pero hindi rin pala, kasi dumalaw din sila nanay, ate pen, ate felicing at si makulit na aaron. kaya yun hindi rin ako masyadong nakatulog..... *sigh*
malas talaga.... sana bukas makatulog na ako ng maayos. :(

akalain mo??

just checked my "site meter" akalain mo naka 500 views na ko ... wipeeee!!! salamat sa mga blogfriends ko!! *hikbi*

my pers time

as our theme for today, we been asked to wear a terrorist attire. hindi ko alam kung anong pumasok sa kokote ng mga kasama ko at yung ang naisipang isuot.
kahapon nang umaga, 40pesos na lang ang natira sa wallet ko. e badtrip yung pagtaas, ng pamasahe. (pero sabi nga ni bare, di ko pede magreklamo kasi di naman ako bumoto) wehehe *ayoko atang mabatukan*.

naguguluhan kasi ako yung iba, naniningil ng may increase yung iba naman hindi. let me sight an example: before when i take a bus from ortigas to munoz, ordinary fare will be for 13.00 only pero after the increase, they usually asked for either 16 or 18 pesos. so hassle sa pagbubudget ko. dahil hindi pare-pareho everyday. hirap naman magtanong dahil, ikaw pa minsan ang lumalabas na masama, at pagdudukdukan pa sa iyo yung fare matrix sheet nila. LECHE

ayon balik ulit nung umaga, para makatipid, nakisakay na lang ako sa opismate ko na malapit lang pala yung bahay sa amin. e may motor siya, so umangkas ako. e pucha, pers time ko ang sumakay ng motor. pare!!! nakakatakot. ang higpit nga ng kapit nun kaopisina ko e. tapos madiin na madiin ang pagkakaupo, para secured. kasi kung ano-ano yung mga aksidenteng pumapasok sa isip ko. kesa mahulog ako, mahagip ng truck o kaya bumangga kami sa paparating na sasakyan. another reason, mahirap pa lang makipag-kwentuhan habang nakaangkas, bukod sa hindi kayo magkarinigan .. e yung laway nung driver dadampi sa mukha mo. *airwind punas ng laway*.. so those are the things you should consider before taking a ride from a motorcycle.

to end this, i was wearing my old fatigue pants thats smells like its been inside our "baul" for ages" and a black shirt.... im out

my fear!!!

sleepy, its 3AM here. still in training room. while we are still on breaks, ill take the time to make an entry for my blog. its been a while since my last entry, and as much as i would like to make one. i just cant .... kalaban ko yung puyat!! one thing that bothers me and also the thing that i dont want to happen. e yung PUMAYAT!!! mukha kasi akong "praying mantis" pag payat wehehe.. no joke, if you will only see me was i was still in highschool, di talaga ako mukhang tao. i might even qualify for being a so called malnourished kid. hehee. may isa ngang instance wherein, my college barkada and i was browsing for photo albums at my house. pucha sabi niya sa akin mukha raw akong galing probinsya. HUWAT!!! but so true ... kahit ako natatawa sa sarili ko. demonyong yun! balak ko nga sunugin na yung mga photo's na yun e, para hindi na makita ng mga magiging anak ko. wehehe. if your interested of seeing it, (no larry i wont post it on my site .. NEVER) wehehe.... di na nga akong mukhang kagalang-galang ngayon, baka mas lalo pa pagnakita nyo yung dati ko itsura.
i weight 131lb right now, before i tip the scale at 125lb. im not planning to get really fat naman, just that i like myself more now than i was then... dapat lang
so what i normally do is, eventhough i get home at 8am. i try not to miss eating breakfast before i sleep. tapos ill always tell nanay to wake me up kapag lunch time na. tapos tulog ulit, then wake up at 6:30pm to eat dinner and prepare to go to work. and lastly, im starting to take my vitamins again and drink milk.... wehehe mahirap ng magkasakit!!!

hyper ... gising mula umaga hanggang gabi

first week of tech training is already over *phew* ... 3 linggo pa ang susunod. good news, i passed the first week. all of us should get atleast 80% grade for these first week. i did 89%, wippie .. not bad at all. we are 17 in the class, im second sa pinakababa. jennie my new found friend got the highest grade of 98%. they based our grades on all of our tech exams which will includes policies, tools navigation & last basic troubleshooting.

natutuwa nga ako e, kasi lam ko na yung mga parts of the computer (both internal at external) . e dati rati banong-bano ako pagdating sa computers. pano ba naman sa skul namin nung college 1:5 ang ratio namin sa computer lab subject. pano ka ba naman matututo nun?? buti na lang din binilhan ako ng mabuti kong ate ng pc... salamat ulet!!! wehehe. isang malupet na achievement na yung nakapasa ako. takot pa nga ako kanina, kasi sa last exam ko nakakuha ako ng 60% (passing is 80%), masyado kasi akong naging kampante sa sagot ko. *sigh* kung medyo pinagisipan ko pa, baka mataas pa sana sa 89% ang grado ko, pero ok lang!! sabi nga nang iba kong kasama "as long as you passed, you should be happy." kaya naman sobrang saya ko na rin.... hope sa mga susunod na araw pumasa pa rin ako....

mamaya 2pm punta ko ng tridel kasi i have to get my employment certifiacte at clearance, sana nga bigyan rin nila ako ng backpay asus pucha magkikita na naman kami nila larry at mico. miss ko na 'tong mga tukmol na ito e.... hehehe .. o siya pahinga muna ko.

what will i be tomorrow??

just got my first salary today from my new job. yipee!! it was just enough for me to give some money to nanay and to have baon for 2 whole weeks.

as a treat to myself , pinakain ko sarili ko sa starbucks bago ako umuwi. nagkayayaan na rin kasi kaming kumain, so i said why not?? tutal first sweldo ko 'to, konting luho man lang. wehehe.

im also planning to buy shades kasi i really need it, masakit sa mata paglumalabas ako ng opis.. yung liwanag nakakasilaw lalo pa't puyat ako. nasira ko kasi yung dati kung shades, dahil sa katangahan ... naupuan ko, ayun warak!! wehehe. bibili ako yung mura lang pero matibay, at yung babagay din naman sa akin.

wala ako ngayon malalagay na pera sa bank ko, pero i already told myself na next cut off, ill spare atleast 1K para doon.

i also thought of budgeting myself again ... sabi ko nga i will only bring 100pesos na baon everyday sa work, anyway wala naman akong masyadong nabibili, kundi yung lunch lang sa amin pantry na 50 pesos lang naman. bukod dun napupunta na lahat sa pamasahe ko. kung may tira man nauuwi na lang sa pagbilibili ko ng makokutkut. *sigh* hirap talagang mag-trabaho??? phewww...

x's

---dun sa mga bumati sa new lay-out ko... thanks so much poh!! courtesy po yan ni jeff...... :)
---ate, yeen .... bad news namatay na si chubby yesterday ... :(

My Frustration

noon pa man pangarap ko nang maging isang magaling na scriptwriter, bukod pa sa kadahilanang banas ako pagnakakapanood ako ng tagalog movies, pakiramdam ko kulang o di sapat ang pagkagawa nito. kung baga sa ulam, kundi maalat e walang kalasa-lasa. eto ang mga draft o istorya namumutawi sa labi at utak ko.....


Pamagat ng Pelikula: "Reincarnation"
Uri ng Pelikula: Thriller/Suspense

magsisimula ang istorya sa isang batang babaing walang awang ginahasa at pinatay ng isang grupo nang kalalakihan .... lilipas ang panahon at hindi masusulusyunan ang krimen. may isang babaeng nag-ngangalang maria ang maaksidente, at dahil doon ito'y magpapabalik nang kanyang alala .... alaala nung buhay nya bago pa siya makilalang si maria. malalaman niyang dati siyang estudyante at ginahasa at walang awang pinatay ng isang grupo ng kalalakihan. ang masama pa nito e nakikilala nya ang mga taong pumatay sa batang iyon.....

yan lang muna kasi hindi ko pa rin masyadong napgiisipan ng mabuti .... marami pa kong storya na gusto kong isulat.. next time share ko ulit..... wehehehe ... nawa'y naintindihan nyo yung storya??

training material??

this was part of our training ... ewan ko pero pers tym ko tong nakita...... ope you like it.. coz this give me a one hell of a stomach ache ... wahahahha SBC ... and beside i dont have anything to blog kasi all i do for this past few days are; SLEEPING, EATING and GOIN TO WORK.... my life seems to be no fun anymore .... :(( CLICK HERE

x's

sorry late ko nang namodify yung link .. wala na talaga ako sa sarili ko wuhaha :(( . pakipindut na lang yung "watch the movie"

buhay call boy

im all pysched and sleepy.... pucha i was never this puyat before. (besides when i was workin in epldt). last night was my first shift in clientlogic, it was from 9pm to 6am in morning. Ask me what we do? of course listen to our american geography trainer. mabait naman siya,sometime he injects funnylines into the topic, (normally minumura nya yung mga kano) he is a born and raised pinoy but his first language was english. sabi nya kasi writer daw both of his parents. so? enough of him .... let me talk bout my classmate... well their is jennie. shes a working student from UP taking up Political science. sabi ko nga sa kanya, pano pa sya makakapasok e puyat siya? sabi niya " Hindi ko alam?" *yawn* damn im still sleepy but what really made my night yesterday are my smart-ass classmates. yup, thats with an 'S, coz theirs 3 of them. i dont know but im really F*** up with them, let me tell you instances on why.... One smartass guy always butt in to our trainer even though he wasnt asked or given the right to talked. he just want too ass next guy, eventhough the trainer initially discuss that we are not allowed to surf the net, this second guy still does at malupit nagdodownload pa ng winamp, i was thinking " what the hell is he goin to do with wimamp e ala naman speaker" ass and after his thru downloading the software, he started downloading some skins as well hole the third guy !! simple lang naman ang trip nya, while all of us are sitting on our chair listening ya di yadi ya da . he is sitting on the desk while her feet rested on a chair another ass piling nya ata bahay nya yung loob ng training room. *sigh* good thing our trainer was never that strict about those misconducts. dahil kunn ako yung trainer, malamang may tag-iisang makakating "FECTUS" sila. hehehhe ... sucks got to go, have to take a bath na... shit im gonna see them again *sigh*

Ako pag paranoid......

natulog akong magisa kagabi kasi wala si nanay.pangalawang araw ko na ito... nung unang araw ok, kasi nandito si jomar to accompany me. hindi ko talaga kayang matulog mag-isa... pucha kasi si natre ng shutter e pero kahapon ala akong choice may meeting daw si jom hanggan 1am... hindi ko naman kaya magintay nang ganun katagal. text ko rin lahat ng barkada ko para maayang matulog dito haus pero lahat sila turn down ako... naiintindihan ko naman kasi late na yung text ko sa kanila, so hindi na sila pinayagan. so i decided to sleep by myself. i kept the tv on and set it for auto shut off after 30 mins.... natulog ako sa lapag , hindi na sa kwarto kasi pucha sobrang hesterical ako sa tuwing may maririnig akong kaluskos.... leche ka natre!! tapos tinabi ko lahat na alagang pusa ng nanay ko sa akin.. kasi naniniwala ako takot ang mumu sa pusa... hehe

kaya kung gusto nyo mapanood ang "shutter" i adviced wag nyo na lang ituloy, lalo na kung katulad nyo kong matatakutin. pakiramadam ko lagi ko siya katabi... sucks!!! OA man ako.. pucha wala akong pakialam ..... pak talaga!! sobrang nakakatakot......

So long ......

goodbye tridel, my life here has been good and bad, happy and sad, hyper and stubborn, quiet and loud and so on.... i never thought that ill be so emotional leaving tridel, i always want to get out from this office before. but now that im just counting hours before i finally give my final looked into my cute and little cubicle, its hard not to feel sad. i really hate goodbyes but i cant say "later" either coz i know ill be long gone and will never come back. goodbye my monitor, ill miss you specially those times when you turn yellow every 3 mins. goodbye CPU, that doesnt have his own soundcard coz i accidentally remove it. Goodbye pins, that i usually used to post proposal letters into my board. goodbye calculator, which still has his plastic cover on since i got it. goodbye .... (sobbing) goodbye "all." evillaugh ill leave some of my things to those people who really help me here. to larry, ill be leaving my patrick the starfish paper holder... (coz he ask for it), jm will have my mcdonald push pin, aison??? uhmmm ill be giving the cellphone holder back to her coz i never used it naman sorry ... my toothpaste will be given to ms lorna, coz she always asked permision to used it. ill be leaving all my nesvita and quaker oats to mr ben, coz he's such a gym buff and probably he will like it sana??? i wont be able to give anything to ms evie coz i dont have anything left around here to give. sorry. this is it!!! goodbye all... definitely ill miss everyone. thanks for all the happiness and bullcrap that you have brought me.... all of those really makes me be on this place that i am right now. SALAMAT SA OUTING??? salamat sa mga mothly socials.... all the food that i ate during those times when somebody celebrated his/her bday inside the office. GOODBYE!!! FAREWELLL!!!! CIAO!!!! ADIOS!!!! ..... *sigh*

X,s...
Most of all goodbye BROADBAND ..... hello DIAL_UP again!!! sob

a dream .. or a preminition of what will happen??

i woke up today with a dream of me being on a wedding, pero ang makulit dito ako yung kinakasal (huwat???) nagulat ako, at lahat ng mga kamag-anak ko e nandun at iba pang mga tao na hindi ko kilala. the girl is somebody i have never met yet in my life, the wedding was held on a church na hindi ko pa rin napupuntahan (weird talaga).it seems also that everyone knows each other. pakiramadam ko "shotgun wedding" ang dating nung kasal ko. yun bang pinilit lang yung girl na pakasalan ako. before the wedding start, i got a chance to talked to my so called "bride". di siya lumaki sa pinas as i recall it kasi she has an accent. (hehhee) i cant recall her looks as well lagi naman ganun minsan ang panaginip , hindi mo na matandaan yung ibang details. we spoke for a minute or two but the way my dreams looked, it seems that we havent known each other until that day. ewan ko pero hindi na namin mahinto yun kasal coz we were at the altar already. the next things that happen is me askin her na tumakas patakbo..palabas sa church. nakakita kami ng motor, then we drove of the church .. (funny sya yun naging driver) hehehe ... then i woke up .... (bizarre)

ano kaya ibig sabihin ng panaginip ko na ito??.. ano kaya ang nais ipahiwatig?? ... at ang isa ko pang di maintindihan, wala akong ni isang kaibigan na nandun kundi yung mga kapamilya ko lang...... *sigh*

Keys to my Heart???

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i run into this thing on one of Jeff's link... and i cant stopped myself answering question on the site.... natutuwa ako.... hehehe ..... i see myself on some of the result. pero dito ako nabigla kasi ... ako talaga ito!!!! *smirk*

during those hot days

after the final interview with the operations manager today at client logic, tumambay kami ni dada sa sm megamall. kumain kami sa tokyo tokyo then naglibot to check for some new clothes. napadaan kami sa bio research, isang pet store. marami kaming nakita pet *of course pet shop nga e* pero may isa silang particular na produkto na sobrang naintriga kaming dalawa ni dada. kinuhanan ko nga ng picture gamit ang cellphone ko. eto sila....

*Here are some of their promotional taglines*

"The spray is specially formulated to mask scents that attract male dogs to your pet"

"Non-Staining spray to mask the attractant odours of bitches in season"

*Here is one descripiton bout the product*

"For female dogs in season. Fits all seasonal panties (adjust with a cut from a pair of scissors). Highly absorbent (absorbs up to 16 times is weight). Disposable and leakproof. Does not wad up. Also perfect for nervous dog when used with training"




kulit noh?? napatanong nga si dada kung nireregla ba ang aso?? kasi wala naman daw siya nakikitang dugo dun sa dog nila.... wehehe .. ako pusa alaga ko kaya 'la akong masyadong lam dyan (patay malisya kong sagot) wehehe ... hindi namin mapigilan ang kakatuwa sa loob ng pet shop, yung ngang katabi namin ale na naglilinis ng shelves nilayauan na kami (akala siguro baliw kami)

the uncontented one

pumasok ako ngayon sa tridel, coz i need to file my resignation letter. pero malas kasi la naman ang boss ko today *as usual*. mr oliver of "clientlogic" called. i was told to go back to there office tomorrow by 7:30 am for my final interview with their operations manager. di ko lam after that i call. naging slightly emotional ako (teary eyed) baga ... i cant stop but ask myself "this is it? this is goodbye with tridel," am i making the right decision? pumunta ako nang bathroom to washed my face .... then nakita ko yung reflection ngmukha ko, (di naman ako nagulat) yung buhok ko spike ngayon at gulo-gulo. napaisip tuloy ako "kapareho ng buhok ko yung buhay ko ngayon, sobrang gulo" kailangan ko ata ng suklay? isa lang masasabi ko, bahala na!!! siguro naman hindi ibibigay ito sa akin kung hindi naman dapat. hindi naman kaya mali ang paniniwala kung yun? hindi kaya't inililipat ko lang yung sisi sa kanya? para atleast gumaan ang pakiramadam ko. tinanong ako ng isa kong kaopisina, tulad na sinabi sa akin ni "K" kung masaya raw ba ako sa lilipatan ko? hanggang ngayon di ko pa rin masagot yan tanong na yan. tapos sabi nya, "tingin mo, ok ba dun?" ang nasabi ko lang "ewan ko?"

dalawa lang naman ang rason ko kung bakit ko gustong umalis dito sa tridel, una dahil unproductive ... pangalawa ay yung sweldo. lam ko marami magrereact sa mga rason ko. pero yun lang talaga ang mga bagay na nasa utak ko kaya ko iiwan ang tridel. BAHALA NA???

not that i expected ???

nabasa ko ulit yung entry ko yesterday .. nakakahiya kasi kahit ako nahirapan basahin yun. kasi walang punctuation yun iba, tapos madaming wrong spelling at malupit pa dun baka wrong grammar pa 'ata.... guys kindly tell me naman kung may mali ako? (di ko magagalit.. pwamis)... yesterday nandun ako sa cafe ng company namin (kapal nga mukha ko e, di ko pasok tridel pero pumunta ako sa cafe nila to surf the net) *devil na ko talaga* wehehe. anyway, nawalan kasi ako ng time basahin siya ulit kahapon para macheck kung may mali. kasi si ponyang nang-gagalaiti na sa galit, dahil hinihintay ako. tsori tsori, naka chat ko today si sir jeff siya yung person behind this site and we already agreed dun sa mga bagay na gusto ko... bait nyo po talaga!!! kung mababasa nyo man po ito... marami pong salamat ulit!!

tungkol dun sa application ko, maraming nagcomment at nagsuspetsa na sa convergys ako work... bakit ganun ba talaga ka famous ang convergy's?? but sorry hindi po e... baka nga hindi nyo siya kilala, but here in ortigas it was quite known. maganda naman ang facilities nila and they even let us use their pc kanina to surf habang nagbre-breakfast sila... natuloy yung final interview, mga 13 ata kami? pinapasok kami sa isang kwarto tapos we been asked to talked about anything bout ourselves. gulat ako sa mga natanggap kasi .. malulupet talaga... let me try to recall each and evryone one, may political science undergrad of UP diliman , another a ME grad licensed engineer from UP, yung isa nurse and the list goes on... basta hindi ko lam pero lahat sila are so qualified. galing nila!! syempre hindi naman ako papatalo .. i talked bout my current job and all the reasons why i left my previous one's. after tawagin kaming lahat, we been asked to wait for the evaluator to call us one by one.... nakatinginan kami ni dada and we thought "sobrang higpit naman talaga ng company na 'to at baka hindi pa kami makapasa." one by one we been called tapos hindi na pinababalik. nagulat kami ni dada kasi sabay kami tinawag, kala tuloy namin hindi kami tanggap at pauuwiiin na kami. pero hindi pala.... the evaluator told us that instead of applying for CSR (customer service representative) they will give us the task of being TSR (technical service representative) instead. phew ... we been asked to take another exam related to technical stuff, siguro for them to make sure kung capable kami sa job (o dahil baka nagkamali sila nang desisyon). good thing pumasa naman. sabi nga sa akin nung evaluator"sabi ko na papasa ka e". but still the prob is wala akong masyadong alam sa computer but they told us na we will undergo training naman.... *sigh* tomorrow will have the final screening (last na daw 'to) and chances are if we passed tomorrow we will start on monday.... halong lungkot at tuwa ang naramdaman ko kasi, i have to say goodbye to all my friends sa tridel... a bunch of happy people tulad ng sinabi sa last entry ko "click here" but hey.. thats life .... i must move on and think that everything is made as it is. so i shud live with it....

thanks again for the people who crossed their fingers for me... owe you one!!!!

two reasons to be happy today

nanginginig pa rin ko while typing this entry ... bakit kamo? let me enumerate:

First, i past the initial and phone simulation from one of the pretigious call center in the phil. out of 13 people from our batch 6 of us passed and 4 of us move on for the finals interview tomorrow. (parang talent search ang dating) hopefully, if i do one heck of a good job tomorrow, by monday ill start working there. im still employed with tridel but due to certain reason's that i mention on my previous blogs. i already decided to resign!!! part of me having that decision is comming from my blogmates comments so plz do help me by keeping your finger cross that i'll passed the interview tomorrow. pwamis ... libre ko kayo ng lugaw.... wehehehe .. joke!!!

Second reason, these one i dont expect at all, pakiramdam ko nanalo rin ako ng award sa urian mala judy ann santos. wehehe. jsut check his blog to know why im so excited and happy.... click here!!! ... salamat ulit sa mga hindi nagsasawang magbasa ng blog ko..... ill kip you posted with my day to day pakikisalamuha...... wehehehe ....... out!!!

this is the life

after my bad day at work ... my highschool friends and i went out for a gimik, so sabi ko i want to have fun without tiring myself too mcuh. so we decided to head off to timog and watch some stand up comedians. its one hell of a big night out, napaakyat ba naman ako sa stage and i was asked to belt out a song. hehehe. syempre hindi ko naman ipapahiya ang sarili ko, so i said "i'll sing say that you love me" (kasi praktisado ko na yun) . instead of giving an outstanding performance i was booed by the audience. pano ba naman i used to singing that song pero yung martin nievera's version .. yung mga lintik na bading pinagtripan ako ang isinalang e yung pang regine... e sus.. lam naman bumirit-birit ako dun. ending pinababa ako ng mga tao ... anyhow, im still not ashame but instead proud of myself to face such a huge crowd... hahaha ... *feeling concert ko yun* great night ... great way also of getting rid of my shitty prob at my work.... hahaha.... also i bought a new cd. Hale's album. lupit nila tsong... sobra... kala ko nga hindi sila noypi e... kaya nang malaman ko .. bili kaagad ako. actually right now while im writing my entry im listening to their songs... lupit pare yun lang masasabi ko ... gotta bounce... thanks again for those people na nagtyatyaga sa pagcomment ... hehehe ..... out!!!

intended to have no title

bad day today!!! nagalit yung isa kong client dahil sa katangahan ko. i already say sorry to her through text pero hindi na siya nagreply. hindi pa naman ako sana'y na mayroon akon taong di kaunawaan at bukod pa dun yung kaibigan ko dito sa company masama rin ang loob sa akin. akala nya inagawan ko siya ng client. yan ang hirap sa sales e, mukhang pera ang mga tao .... at hindi ko maintindihan e kung bakit nya naisip na ninakaw ko yung client nya, kasi i will never do that!! pakiramdam ko wala siya tiwala sa akin. i myself really value "TRUST" so much and i wanna earn it to every person that i meet. i feel so lonely whenever i have some misunderstanding with someone. specially kaibigan ko pa. nagexplain na ako sa kanya, but all she has to say is "hindi pinapa-assist ko lang yung client ko sa iyo, pero inagaw mo na." kakilala ko ang husband nya and we usually go out... her, her husband and some of my office friends. so hindi ko maintindihan e kong pano pumasok sa isip nya na inagawan ko siya.. AKO PA?? na kaibigan nya?? *sigh* i wanna shout!!! im just not used to this.... i dont want some of our officemate to know bout this coz they might take sides,which i dont want to happen. minsan nga gusto ko sabihin na, sa kanya na yun benta para matapos na lang. but my boss will surely get mad at me coz even her knows na client ko yun. its just that she have a very closed mind na ayaw niya nang tumanggap pa ng paliwanag. all she knows is inagaw ko yun!!! and thats it! nakita ko silang magasawa yesterday, binati ko yung husband nya tapos naringgan ko yung husband niya nang parang "si Airwind ba? tsk tsk tsk ...." all i do that time is to walk out of the scene coz i know i wont be good for me to stay there and chat.
my blog may not make any sense or even hard to understand today, i just cant type everything thats on my head. i dont know if i have to say sorry to her?? or do i really made a mistake?? may kasalanan ba talaga ako?? one thing that i learned from these is that people that i met on my school days is very much different from the people that i work with now. they can be my friends but still it makes me think that i dont know them?? unlike my school day friends, na alam ko ang liko nang bituka at naiintidihan ako.... nakakalungkot....

check my LSS : incomplete

i was reading barenaked's blog so natuwa rin ako to share my sister's email ... ewan ko ba i feel so much loved inside of me wanting to burst out ... wehehehe .. mali-mali na naman ata yung grammar ko .. ooppsss nakakahiya. kung sino man ang nagsulat nito isang henyo ..... bow talaga ako ....

The guy who loves his mom will be a good
boyfriend. Why? Because if he has
high respect for his mother, he will have high
respect for women.

Don't give everything away. Leave some things a
mystery. Guys love conquest. If you already give
your all, wala ng something to look forward to sa
relationship nyo. And the guy will become
kampante. Assure him of your love and
faithfulness, but! warn him too: "umayos ka diyan!
You can lose me anytime...".

BIG PAGKAKAIBA: What a girl needs most is
love. What a guy needs most is respect. The most
important thing for a girl is her heart. For a guy its
his ego.

Give your man his own time and space. Let him
have his time for his friends, sports, family, self,
and God. The relationship will grow old quickly if
lagi kayong magkasama. Give h! im time to miss
you and you'll see how he will love you more. If the
guy naman is obsessed and just wants to be with
you all the time, tell him you cant respect
a "puppy" for long.

Do things differently anytime. Para kahit matagal
na kayo, there is always something fresh and new.
Variety is the spice of life. Exciting baga?

Discover something you both like to do and enjoy
it TWOgether. Doon naman sa mga bagay na
magkaiba ang hilig nyo, compliment each other by
learning about it kahit konti. If you love someone,
yung effort nyo to try will go a looooong way to
understanding him later pag may disagreement
kayo.

Pray with holding hands. Sounds corny noh?
Maybe, but its very powerful. Pag may takot sa
Diyos ang boyfriend,mo, kampante ka na di ka nya
lolokohin, because he knows God sees everything
he does in secret. Ikaw na ang magkusa that
before you part after date, with hold hands and
eyes closed, pray to God to bless you two. Believe
me it's effective.

Kailanman, di corny ang magdasal.

Believe in "Magic". Kahit di minsan practical o
walang logical na dahilan, o matrabaho, o sounds
crazy sa iba, do sweet little things for the one you
love kahit magmukha ka ng timang. The memories
will be fun to recall later in life. The corniest song o
gift o letter ang laging kabog!

True love brings out the best in each other. Find
something good in your boyfriend and nurture it,
encourage it and syempre! , ENJOY it.


It's healthy to fight. Doon nyo lang maaayos ang
mga differences nyo at natetest ang tatag ng
relationship. Doon mo rin sya makikilala ng
mabuti. Its called tes! t of fire. Di mahalaga how
dalas you fight. What matters is how often you
make bati. Mas nakakatakot yung relasyong
sobrang perfect at laging masaya. One big fight
and that's it! And diba mas kilig yung malambing
na... "uy, bati na tayo...".


But don't overdo it. Kakapagod naman din na lagi
na lang manuyo o magsori. Choose the battles na
papatulan mo. The little issues, palampasin na.
Don't sweat the small stuff


Daraan sa iba't-ibang stages ang love especially
pag matagal na kayo. Grow with it. Don't expect
him to be like nung una. 'Coz like a student, di na
ituturo sa grade 6 yung lessons na pang-grade 2.
Change WILL happen... you both will change and
your love WILL change too. It's up to you na lang if
the change will be for the ! better or for the worse.
Life is about growth. Grow with it.

> When break up comes and it's time to say
goodbye, don't doubt the love just because it didn't
last. May mga bagay sa buhay na di man
nagtatagal, it doesn't mean di na ito totoo. Some
good things are just never meant to last forever.
Okay lang yon. Bless the parting and move on.

Expect tears, sorrow, sleepless nights and pain.
Ika nga "it's when you hurt the worst that you love
the MOST." Kung di ka willing masaktan, wag ka
na lang magmahal.

Life is a balance. And love is both holding on and
letting go. Know when to fight for your man and
when to let him go. God will guide you kung anong
dapat gawin sa kung anong sitwasyon. So dapat
mataas ang signal ng langit sa cellfone ng puso
mo to know His wisdom.

DATE IDEAS: A walk in the park, along the bay
area watching the sunset, biking! sa big, open
spaces, stargaze at night sa ibabaw ng bubong,
jog @ 5 am and wait for the sunrise, singing with a
guitar (or a walkman) under a tree's shade sharing
hopia and siomai (yikes!). Wag lagi sa mall. Involve
nature. The best things in life pa rin ay free. Di
kailangan gumasta ng malaki para sumaya o
maging romantic. Be creative.

Honesty is the best policy... ika nga ni Jimmy
Santos. Pero laging nasa timing at paraan ng
pagsasabi ang technique. Pag malumanay mong
sasabihin sakin na ipagpapalit mo na ako sa iba o
papatayin mo na ko sa sobrang gigil, Gosh! Mato-
touch pa ko! May lambing eh!

Don't NAG. Sabi ng don't nag e! Sabi ko don't
nag, don't nag, don't naaaaaaggg!!!

Yung effort, sa kahit anong gawain o effort mo ay
laging 2 billion ganda/pogi points yan. Do little> surprises every now and then.

PARA SO HAPPY
TWO-GETHER!!!

wehehehe !!! brurbruggurbrur ubru .... bwuhahahahha !!! grrrrrrrrrrr!! ahhhhh!!!! wuhuhuhuhhahaha!!!! ganyan ako pag-inlove...

love talk for a change

ive been usually asked, why am i still single??? ive been in a relationship before (owwsss really) *ahem* but both of us are still young then maybe thats why it didnt work out. now all i am is either a preacher or psychologist of my beloved friends. i listen to their sweetnothings .... but most of the time mga reklamo at sama ng loob nila sa bf or gf nila. ganun naman talaaga siguro they will only remember their friends thru bad times of their life. which i understand !!! *urgghhh* evillaugh as i always say to my friends "dalawa lang ang klase nang tao ISANG NAGPAPAINTINDI at ISANG UMIINTINDI" malas ko lang kasi ako lagi yung pangalawa. which i understand!!! masarap din minsan magbigay ng payo. kung baga sa inglis e, i provide my shoulder for them to cry on. pero ang minsan, ang masama sa pakikinig sa mga daing nila e, you became numb at nakaka-phobia na rin. banat nga sa akin ng dati ko officemate "paranoid" daw ako na akala ko mangyayari din sa akin yung bagay na yun. alam ko ... alam ko .... minsan ganun ako guilty na nga e.... wehehe. basta right now "TRUST" is much more important to me than "LOVE." kasi i believed that when you trust your partner so much that will only means that you love her/him close to be unconditional. *bow*

blubber of my mind

i was on my way home, when suddenly raindrops start to fall on my cheeks.

at first i just wipe it off my face

then suddenly rushed came the blood, i get some tissue on my pocket they wipe it as if its nothin.

down came the rain as so as thurder fills the air

i felt so alone that time. i wanna run to the nearest shed but my feet wont move. im so alone ...
if only somebody could just grab my shoulder and push me forward but in the middle of that deserted area, i see none, all i see is myself growing old in time.

its all about the milk

from left to right: Maria Charlize a.k.a. Bea, Aaron Nathaniel a.k.a Aron, and Andrea a.k.a. the future composer/diva

Bea - *hate the name, but cant do anything about it* she was born april 28 of this year, so 1month palang siya. shes a very kyut little girl. shes the daugther of my good friend margie and pol. she is the first baby of our college barkada. so talaga full force and tropa ng ipinanganak siya. all are very excited of this one cute little angel. truly a god sent to all of us. havent got anything more to say with this baby, but im lookin forward to see her growing up to be a wonderful and lovable gal.

Aron - my bud .. one of my allies. he is the son of my cousin lea and aris. sobrang bibo at kulit. fond of copying everything, specially those things he sees on tv commercial. both wacky and witty at the same time, afraid of riding someones car eventhough na nandun kami sa loob. eat everything but his favorite is "ice cream." this guy will surely grow tall and wise.

Andrea - rachel's sister (one of my college tropa), just met her yesterday sa bahay nila rachel dahil fiesta. she is 4 yrs old, sobrang daldal. i asked her what she liked to be when she grow up, her answer " to be an artista" kung dati you will always hear kids saying they want to be doctor, teacher, etc. ngayon ask a bunch of kids. you'll see na the stats for those who want to be an artista is fairly or even more than those who want to be a doctor or teacher. dahil na rin siguro sa impluwensya ng mga talent search (scq and starstruck). so my next question to her is of course " what her talent is"? she reply "singing, dancing and acting" so i ask her to sing a song for us. without thinking twice she belt her heart out with the song "can this be love" by Sarah Geronimo. but one thing thats really make us all laugh that night was her version of bamboo's NOYPI here's how she sing it "HOY PINOY AKO ... PAKINGGAN NYO MGA BULONG SA IYO" thats like hitting two birds in one stone. pinagsamang kitchie at bamboo, here is another one "WAG NA WAG MONG SASABIHIN NA HINDI MO NADAMA ITONG PAGIBIG KONG HANDANG IBIGAY NYO NA SANA ANG KALAYAAN KO" my tropa and i cant help but laugh last night so as a treat, we take her to the "perya" and ride a catterpillar. then went home .... *sigh*

what do you call this? alms???

got my paycheck today, but i dont think it cud be called as a good one, coz its only 2000pesos (thats two weeks of work), well thats less than what low paying job pays. damn ... i got gimik today and next week??? *sigh* how could i fit that amount for those two gimiks ... wehehe .. and also i still give money to nanay, but with this amount i dont think i will be able to give any. here is my budget:

2 weeks budget
200 pesos for two weeks of MRT
280 pesos for two weeks of jeepney expenses
1000 pesos for two weeks of food(which include bfast, lunch and merienda)


TOTAL Php 1560.00

woah!!! that will be Php440.00 pesos left on my budget ... sucks!!! i would not have any money left to deposit on my savings. tsk tsk tsk what do you think?? with this kind of salary??? will i lived? ..... should i resign on my job and look for a better one? *sigh* decision ... decision ... decision..... help me???? plz?????

Star WArs *beybe*

mga bagay na dala ko nang manood kami ng Star Wars 3 ......







nakakatuwa kasi mali pala yung "DARK VADER" ang tama pala "DARTH VADER" .... o ano ba man ang tama ... hindi talaga ako fan???? wuhuhuh ... sorry ...

tito ernie

my head aches ... my back aches ... pano ba naman kagabi nabasa ako ng malakas na ulan. maaga kasi akong umuwi, dahil sabi ni ate sonia pupunta sila ng bahay at mapapatype ulit ng resume ni kuya rowen.ayon nun palabas ako ng opis medyo ambon pa lang, pero nung nakababa na ako ng mrt sa may quezon ave. todo lakas ng ulan, e wala pa naman waiting shed sa quezon avenue. hindi ko alam, pero pag umuulan, sasabayan pa yan ng hirap ng pagsakay ... nakauwi ako nang basang-basa to the highest level, pero ang nakakatuwa kahapon e hindi naman pala pumunta sina ate sonia dahil nga ang lakas din ng ulan sa kanila, at natatakot silang mabaha... kaya eto ngayon masakit ang katawan ko, na para bang magkakasakit ako. sabi ko kahapon "hindi ako magkakasakit, kasi umiinom ako ng vitamins." pero sa lupit ng panahon dito sa pinas di siguro sapat ang bitamina lang. tulad na lang kaninang umaga, sobrang init naman. mga ilang araw na rin naglalaro sa 35 to 39 degrees and temperatura, dulot nun sa akin?? "para akong naligo sa pawis sa tuwing darating ako ng opis!!!!" maglakad ka ba naman mula mrt station hanggang emerald e... ?? tapos ngayon eto, umuulan na naman .. kahit sinong malakas ang resistensya malamang magkasakit sa pabago-bagong klima ng pinas... tsk tsk tsk
teka nandito boss ko, mag fi-field work daw sya bukas!! sus ... may bago ba??? at as if naman na we care??? *tawang demonyo*. balik tayo sa usapang panahon, nabasa ko sa dyaryo sa taguig daw may isang baklang namatay sa heatstroke ... kebabaredad!!! namatay sa sobrang init?? ayon sa balita nagpahinga lang daw nang sandali ang biktima nang i-check ng friend nya sa kwarto .. ala na paktay na ang bading ... tsk tsk tsk lupet talaga .....

kulang ang salita

magulo ang pag-iisip
gustong magisa
ayaw nang may kasama
malungkot ... balisa
mas piniling magmukmuk

pinipigil ... hinaharang ...
nararamdama'y ayaw nang pakawalan
natatakot .. nalilito ...
di alam kung kanino
kalaban ... kakampi
hindi alam kung magtitiwala
'di na alam kung dapat pang maniwala.

problema'y di masabi
problema'y di mapaliwanag
heto na .. heto na ...
kinakatakutang ban'da
lilipas ... lilipas
pighati't paghihirap
unti - unti kong tinitipa
humihingi ng tulong
ngunit kanino
nalilito ... naguguluhan
bahala na ...
yun na lang ang natitirang paraan

what i want to tell you ...

my officemate and i watched star wars 3 last saturday. its fairly good i should say, this is just a perspective of a person who never watched any of the previous movie. one thing that makes the movie good is the elements present on it. pinagsamang bago at luma, simula pa lang ng movie you will be amazed, sabi nga ni dada if you have phobia on heights malulula ka talaga. the movie starts with the chase scene ng mga spaceships. but in the end the movie boils down to one point, it will explain how anakin became part of the dark side and started to be called "dark vader"

Sunday ... yesterday! nanay at my relatives sa violago at nia went to kuya marco's house blessing. as usual naghintay kami sa mcdo edsa dahil doon lagi kami nagkikita and as i expected they'll be late. again kaya nga malakas ang loob kong makipagpustahan kay ate sonia. i bet one big mac meal kapag nauna sila sa mcdo. but it turned out na kahit nauna kami, hindi nya pa rin pala ako illilibre. sigh masaya yung occasion, nagrent sila ng videoke, i ate a lot, kuya marco ask me to drink with them so i did. i drink one shot of red wine and scotch. ok yung red wine kasi nakatikim na naman ako nun. but in the scotch, yuk!!!! may aftertaste, mapakla pa... wehehe... after nun i felt a little tipsy so natulog na lang ako sa kwarto. umuwi kami mga around 6pm. dumiretso kami sa house ni ate sonia to eat dinner then eventuially went hom to rest .... sigh

singit lang, meron billboard ad yung company namin along south superhighway, so as we pass, i kept on searchin for it, nakakalahati na kami sa highway di ko pa rin makita, sumakit na nga leeg ko kakatingala. then suddenly nanay shouts "erwin i-manila o?" at yun nakita ko yung ad, its in between sucat and bicutan. it shows and old guy and a kid .. playing. havent got a long glimpse at it, but my perception. i doesnt tell anything bout internet connection. not unless you stopped then read all the tagline under the picture. e highway kaya yun..... sigh

X's,

shouts sa mga matiyagang readers ko ..... jan, k, yeen, and some of my tridel friends. ... im out ..

upadate:

i already uploaded a music video on my other blogsite .... plz do visit it .... LSS

they blocked blogspot today!!!

di ko lam kong ano ang dahilan nila para i-blocked ang blogspot?
dahil kaya nabasa nila yung last entry ko? o wala lang gusto lang nila
blocked yung mga site na pedeng magbigay ng libangan ... wihihi.
sinulat ko yung blog na yun kasi yun ang nararamdaman ko towards the
company and if ever they will talked to me bout it, ill bluntly tell
them that i just writing what i want and what i feel. besides i have my
own blog eversince i got here in tridel... yan sinabi ko na
ung name nung company ulit hindi ko tinutuligsa o criticize
and company, all im saying is that we as a sales team should get some
support from other department. ika nga ng isa kong client
"COORDINATION." if they want us sales people to flood the company with
sales they should back us up with a good promo, specially right now na ang
dami nang sumusulpot na mga ISP's. my blogmate "K" told me to talked
with my boss, maybe i should , nagiipon lang ko ng lakas ng loob.
napapatanong tuloy ako, who's fault is it? should certain websites
should be blocked sa isang opisina? if yes, what good will give
the company?

laziness + my company = *wapak*

ive been workin here at our company for almost 4mos and im very much guilty of not workin my ass so hard here but instead being a so called burden pa .... i have plans of resigning due to that reason. hindi ko alam pero lagi akong tinatamad na magtrabaho. is it bcoz of my boss? is it bcoz of my officemate? or is it just bcoz of me being too lazy to work? ayokong masanay yung sarili ko na maging unproductive o maging tamad, what if one day tawagan ako ng isang kompayang malaki at i-hire ako. i dont want to look like a fool!!! estupid!!! at tatamad-tamad. i was never like this, when i was in ePLDT ive never been lazy, nanginginig na ang tuhod ko kapag alam kung late ako. tinatapos ko ang work ko everyday coz i know ako rin naman ang mahihirapan evetually. but dito sa tridel, di ko pa ginawa yun (siguro nung mga unang araw). guilty talaga ako!!! let me tell you bout my work background lang naman i do sales over the phone, we sell internet connection whether it be dial-up, dsl, website builder and sort basta related to internet. not bad diba? and also there is a huge market for our product. but its still really hard to sell one .. why? thats the big question? here is my analogies kung bakit mahirap:

1. Competiton - una na dyan yung mga big telco's na talagang mas malaki at mabigat ang facilities nila.

2. Brand Recognition - kulang sa advertisement ang company, one is from a radio station tuwing 8am sa isang di ganun kasikat na fm station at wala pa atang 15mins yung ad. napakinggan ko na yun at walang kadating-dating parang announcement lang. you wont even recognize na internet service and ina-advertise. also they have an ex-deal with manila bulletin, na once in a while naglalabas ng ad sa broadsheet nila. i once asked my boss bout it. she told me that instead of spending money putting up billboards, commercials etc... they'll hire people na lang. kasi nga the only way that they promote there product is by "words of mouth" ... which is the cheapest but para sa akin ang hindi pinaka effective. why? first of all hindi lahat ng naging client mo will say good things about your product and once manyari yun sasabihin nya yun sa kaibigan nya at yung kaibigan nya sasabihin sa kapitbahay nya and so on ....

3. Price - our unlimited connection is P650 versus our competition na may presyong ranging to P250 to P450.... sigh and the company dont want to lower their price. their reasons ; (1) ayaw nilang maging low class; (2) malulugi ang company; (3) hanggang dun na lang ang kayang ibaba ng price. my reaction, hindi nga ganun kakilala yung product ayaw mo pang babaan yun price.... sus!!!!

4. Product Bypassing (kung meron man nito) -naglabas sila ng prepaid card. P100 for 30 hrs of internet at may free offpeak hours from 12MN to 6am. kung ako yung tipikal na customer who doesnt use internet that much i wont sign up for a postpaid account ill just use the card. ang masama pa nito most of the clients that we offer internet are from businesses who belong to small and medium scale, na malamang hindi madalas gumamit ng net. pag nalaman nila may card na kami they would prefer getting the card, instead of signing up with a postpaid acount at ang pinakamalupit dito, same line lang din ang tinatakbuhan ng line at prepaid. so thats means pareho lang ng quality!!! nagaagawan ng market share yung prepaid and postpaid nila ... sigh

what am i trying to imply here??? "RISK" they have to take risk if they want to stay in the market, besides the service is good. ako binigyan nila ako ng 15 hours free every month and i havent encountered any problem with it at mabilis and connetction pumapatak na 55Kbps ... they just need to make the brand known, tamed there price a bit (if possible) e kasi pagkilala na naman ang product nila they can increase it na eventually ... let me wrap this up baka humaba pa. here is a story ... wehehe. i have a friend workin at pacific internet direct competition nakasabay ko sya sa dyip, syempre bilang old buddies nagtanungan kami kung saan kami work? i told her sa dito nga sa company 'ito.... akala ko naman may idea na siya bout our company kasi nga we are selling the same service, but instead sabi nya lang "Saan yun?? anong nature ng business nyo??? *wapak* ngek!!! sinabi ko sa kanya we are selling internet just like their company. she told me she never heard of our product. nakakalungkot even the competiton doesnt know that we exist. tsktsktsk .... i have the same encounter with another friend na nagwowork sa mozcom. but i wont tell you bout it na kasi pareho lang sila ng sinabi .....

trabahong di ko naman dapat trabahuhin

umaabsent ako nun monday para ma-renew ko yung mga requirements ko kasi hinihingi na ng opis dahil probitionary na ko ... di ko lam kong dapat ako matuwa o wala lang. pero di yun ang istorya, nagulat na lang ako nun tuesday pag-pasok ko lahat halos ng tao sa sales e may blog na!!! halong tuwa at kaba ako...kasi baka i-block na naman yun blogger site, tulad ng ginawa nila sa friendster at ym. pero hindi pa naman! (sa ngayon?? di ko lam sa susunod na araw). sina jm at butsok nagpatulong sa akin pagdating sa blog nila, hindi dahil magaling ako, kundi ako ang nagpakilala sa kanila ng blog. yipppeee!!! di ko lam kung na-inspired sila sa blog ko, o gusto lang nilang pataubin ako. hmmmppp... bisitahin nyo yung blog nila, kasi tinulungan ko sila kumuha ng template. salamat sa blogskin, haloscan, shoutbox at sa suporta nila laryuki at dada. iba talaga ang impluewnsya ng BLOG!!!!

here are there sites: JM'S ....... Butsok

thinking-out-loud

di ako nakapag blog nang 3 days, so let me tell what happen to me ...
nung saturday i go to the office kasi may duty ako from 8:30am to 12:30pm, tried to work for an hour.. call some of the residential clients who tried the demo online but havent got anything from them .. lahat sila not interested, after.. larry, dada and I watched windstruck sa laptop ill make an entry bout the movie next time nun gabi nagdance revo kami ni dada sa glicos megamall kasama sina evie, aldous, trevor (anak ni evie), and larry. sabay tawag sa akin si pauline, inviting me na gumimik sa metrowalk dito sa ortigas, kasama yung mga college friends nyang girls. my first answer was "yeah sure" but ive been thinking twice kasi kagigimik lang namin last fri sa metrowalk din and besides paubos na yung budget kong pera. so i said "NO" nung mga 1hour na lang bago kami umalis. syempre pauline got mad or maybe just frustrated and told me na "sana hindi na lang ko nag-yes" but i told her na i dont have any money to spend. she told me sya rin naman. so i said 'ok fine i'll go with you... aldous and larry come with us as well. dahil sa wala kaming money nagyayang kumain muna sa carenderia sa POEA si larry but i refuse to go so sila na lang dalawa ni aldous ang tumuloy . then sumunod na lang sila sa metrowalk. nang makarating kami sa metrowalk... we started ordering beer and pulutan, i was struck by the fact kung ano na nga ba ng nangyayari sa akin, this isnt what i plan my life will be. made me think na hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko with the things that im doing. i tried to have fun that night but with three bottles of beer and a little sip of vodka, my mind give up.... eto na na naman ako. alcohol really has a different effect on me. it makes me SHUT UP.... thats how my mind and body reacts with alcohol. kung yun iba e nagiging madaldal at nasasabi kung ano talaga ang nasa loob nila , ako iba.. i tend to shut my mouth and listen to my thoughts .. and during those times my thoughts are telling me if im doing the right things? ... and why am i doing these to myself? those are the things that I want to say through all the people there (kahit na ala naman talagang tao that time). but something is stopping me from bursting some words into my mouth, its my HEART maybe it is afraid that i might say things that i should not...

my blog

halos isang linggo ko nang pinaghihirapang i-renovate ang blog ko. mahilo-hilo na ko sa kakatingin at kakatsamba sa paggawa ng codes sa HTML, ang masaya dun marami na kong natutunan. di naman sa pagmamayabang pero halos lahat ng basic HTML ay alam ko na. wehehe .... comment naman kayo sa itsura ng blog ko ... laitin nyo ang dapat at purihin nyo rin yung karapat-dapat.... isa na lang ang malaki ko problema yung credits button ko sobrang layo ng spaces????? :( sana may tumulong sa akin.

di ako ma "L"...

kanina habang nagbre-break kami, hindi ko sinasadyang marinig ang usapan ng kaopisina ko, tanong?? ano ang pinaguusapan nila?? basta eto yung senaryo:

Girl 1 : Hoy!!! Girl 2 wala na ko "L"

Napaisip ko ano kaya ang ibig sabihin ng "L" na yun? Naglaro ang "L" na yun sa isip, maraming mga salita namuo sa aking utak. Kesyo ganyan ... Kesyo ganito ... Kesyo .... Kesyo. Saglit kong nagisip at sinubok na magtanong sa iba kong kasama, tinawanan nila ako ng banggitin ko ang usap nina Girl 1 at Girl 2. Ako'y napatanong, hindi pa man din kasi nila alam ang ibig sabihin ng "L" e natatawa na sila. Tsk tsk tsk. Sinubukan namin ni kumpanyerang Dada gamitin ang salitang "L." Eto ang kinalabasan ng maukilkil naming utak:

Dada : MA-"L" = malandi
Airwind: MA-"L" = maligaya
Dada: MA-"L" = malunok (ito yung habang kumakain sya ng biko)
Airwind: MA-"L" = malatik (medyo related dun sa biko ni dada)

At kung ano-ano pang Ma-"L" na salitang hindi ko na pedeng sabihin dahil may mga batang nagbabasa nito (pede Airwind??) Basta hindi ko MA-"L" as in hindi ko maLiLimutan 'tong araw na 'to, na dahil sa "L" e may nablog ako. Sana nga mawala na rin ang "L" ko, "lungkot" .......

gaano katamad ang mga pinoy???

eto lang naman ay obserbasyon ko sa tuwing pumapasok ako sa opisina.... anumang puna at batikos ay aking tatanggapin, ngunit ang inyong sandaling paghanga at pag-sangayon ay lubos kong ikakasaya

1. papara ng dyip sa tapat mismo ng gate ng bahay nila - minsan atawid na lang ng intersection di pa magawa. ito yung mga taong hindi ko malaman kung kuripot lang talaga dahil sinusulit nila yung binayad nila o talagang sobrang tamad lang. tapos galit pa sila kapag lumagpas sila??? pinoy nga naman. ma taxi na lang kaya kayo!!!

2. mga pink male urinals - para sa akin di lang kakulangan ng disiplina ang pinapakita ng "ihian" na ito kundi katamaran na rin ng pinoy... marami naman kayang establisimentong pwedeng ihian? hindi pedeng sabihin babae lang ang marunong magpigil!!! duh!!! iwan ko ba pero ako i wont attempt na umihi dun, besides sobrang panghe at bantot. di ko nga lam kung bakit tinotolerate yung gawaing ganun ng mga lalaking pinoy. di parang sinabi na rin nilang walang masama sa pagihi sa kalye??? duh ulit!!! nakakahiya talaga!!!

3. mga tagaligpit at tagalinis ng table sa mga fast food chain - ang pagkakaalam ko sa ibang bansa e kanya-kanya. yun daw ang gamit ng tray kapag kumain ka sa jollibee, mcdo .... etc. para atleast madaling ligpitin at itapon sa basurahan. biktima rin naman ako ng ganitong gawi pero may magagawa pa ba ko yun na ang nakasanayan ko, wehehe baka mamaya pag nilinis ko yung kinainan ko pagtawanan ako ng ibang tao......

4. mga pedestrian lane na hindi naman ginnagamit - sa sobrang tamad ng mga pinoy maglakad, kahit nga siguro 5 hakbang na lang e nasa tamang tawiran na sila ay hindi pa rin magawa. mas gugustuhin pa nilang mag-jaywalk. tapos pagbasagasaan sila, kasalanan ng drayber.....tsk tsk tsk ...

sa ngayon ito pa lang ang napapansin kong mga "katam" ng mga pinoy .... hindi sa sinisisi ko ang mga kapwa nating pinoy, pero sana sa simpleng paraan laman nang pagsunod e magawa natin. starting from ourselves, let us be aware of what are we doing. if we think na hindi yun tama, then wag na nating ituloy..... ~_~

enter at your own risk

i know some of my closest friends and my family are reading my blog and i really appreciate na nagiiwan sila ng comment coz thats the only way for me to know na nadalaw sila. i havent found a good counter yet that can tell me who goes to my blog and read my entries, coz till now hindi pa rin naman ako "henyo" pagdating dito. i been hearing some people here in the office opening my site, which makes me happy in a way, but for them to judged me with the things i wrote here, tingin ko out of bounce na ata. what im writing here is the truth bout what i feel, im just expressing the feelings na hindi ko masabi in words. i would really appreciate it kung sana pagdadaan kayo, you will leave message kahit "hello" lang and include your name too. that way i could thank you for wasting your time lookin at my blog eventhough some of my entries are nonsense or rather most of it which is by the way "i dont care." as i always say i have this blog for me to have something to looked back when im old drama!! peace!!!

a new book to pounder

i went to mia's house yesterday (former officemate) so i can borrow her book whom ive been dying to buy but havent got the money to do so. it was another "Paulo Coelho" book entitled "Veronika Decides to Die." ive once read the bestselling book of Coelho which is "the Alchemist" which is definitely a must read i must say. on the other hand this book speak bout veronika a girl who decides to overdose herself with sleeping pills, but instead of dying she end up being inside an asylum wherein she has 5 days to live due to heart failure.

thats all i know about the book as of now. di ko lam but i find myself deep into a different place whenever im reading. its like listening to the character as if they are talking to me. i make me go out from where im standing right now, it give me the space that ive been wanting to have for the nth time and sometimes i even find answer to all the question that i have been thinking of my whole life. thats how i love reading books!!!

who says friends are hard to find???

company outing is over .. but hey i had a lot of fun. im absent for two more days kasi nagkasore throat ako. pano ba naman walang kamatayan videoke kami ng tropahan nun 21st. inabot kami ng 4am sa sobrang paglango sa videoke. i would definitely miss my tropa here in "tridel", that is the only thing that i will definely regret kapag umalis ako. they are loads of fun to be with and besides walang ka-angst -angst 'tong mga taong ito. (Totoong tao baga') never a dull moment whenever were together. tuwing nagreresign ako sa isang kompanya isa lang naman ang lubos kong ikinalulungkot yung mga taong maiiwan ko at nakapalagayan ko ng loob. kahit na sabihin natin na we will still keep in touch? iba pa rin yun talagang kasa-kasama mo everyday. nagpapasalamat na rin ako at nakilala ko sila sa tridel coz they are one of the main reason why im still wasting my time workin here .....

~if you want to see more pictures click nyo lang yung photo~

Hala !!! Lagot!!!

im bout to post a different blog sana today .. but somethin bothered me."Our H.R.'s email." Here it is:

Hello People,

We have to ask all staff to please confine yourself to Tridel premises when smoking and chatting. Do not smoke/ loiter in the stairwells or other offices' lobbies. Unless you have business with these other offices please refrain from hanging around these places. Should you have business in these areas, please mind your conduct.

We received a report that Tridel employees (identified through their ID's) were loitering in another office's lobby chatting and flicking ashes on the floor. To avoid embarrassment, please conduct yourself with finesse at all times but most especially when you are identifiable as a Tridel Employee. We don't want to hear that Tridel Employees are blacklisted because of lack of decorum.

(You have 2 new words to look up. Finesse and Decorum. It's very important that you understand the meaning of these words.)
Thanks and regards,

Why am i bothered? coz im one of them ... madalas kasi kaming tumambay sa 8th flr sa taas ng office namin. not becoz we want to loiter, it think thats not the correct word for it. smoking? yes some of my officemate does, pero in regards to flicking ashes on the floor ...they also do that (counted ba yun?) hehe.And sometimes i also see some of them smoking on our area here. Anyway if only they provide us people who wasn't manong ang manang a space well maybe we will not go to that place anymore. i know .. i know ... some of it is our fault. o sige na konsensya, kami na may kasalanan!!! *sigh* nakakalungkot tuloy kasi they think na us people who go there lack decorum and finesse, which is not true at all.!!!! maybe these should serve as a lesson to us .... but still im pissed!!! bahala na kayong mag comment.

Hummmmm.......*thinking*

Airwind: Hello???? Tao po!!! Pede pa ba ko dito? (with matching echoooo...)
Hik! Musta na ang blog kung sinta? Medyo natagalan ang pag-blog ko a.... hehe... hindi naman ako busy. Kaya lang may nagintroduce sa akin ng isang kewl na site at nacreate ako ng account dun. Medyo na addict ako e. Check it out (link). Dyan ako napadalas tumambay. Hehe ... akala ko nga maraming makakamiss sa akin tulad ng idol kong si Chona! Ngek! Ala pala. Bwuhahaha. Basta gusto ko pa rin magpasalamat sa mga nasa links ko special mention si Ka Edong, Batjay at si Yeen. Dont worry kahit hindi ko post dito sa blog koim still reading your entries.
Di ko mention Isadora kasi naguguluhan ako sa blog nya...(sori po) ang daming kulay, ah basta naguguluhan ako.Gusto ko pa namam yung mga previous entries nya. Nyaks! Good news po! May sarili na kong pc dito sa opis. Opo nagprovide na rin sila after 3months (ang bilis nga e) . At balak pa pala nila kong sopresahin, kaya lang yun ang aga kong pumasok nun araw na yun kaya naabutan ko silang nase-setup nun pc. Nabulilyaso ko yung surprise nila! Hik! Nyahaha!! Kung kakamustahin nyo yung work ko, ok naman. Naka-qouta ko last month. Yipeeee! Thanks sa mga nauto ko. Bwehehehe. Ngayon buwan na to, isa lang iniintay ko ang aming dyandyarararan OUTING!!! Opo, tama po kayo may outing kami sa batangas sa 22nd. At excited kaming lahat, lalo na ko kasi yun lang ang time kong makapag relax. Bwehehhe. O siya haba na 'to baka tamarin na kayong magbasa...

puno sa gilid ng daan

nakita ko 'tong puno to ng pauwi na kami ni joms galing sa botokan.march ngayon pero bakit naglalagas yun mga puno.....

Ang globe nga naman!!!

Im planning to post pictures sana taken from “botokan” isang lugar sa labas ng camp caringal. Salamat kay jomar at narating ko ang lugar na yun. Nagsend ako kahapon ng 6 na photos from my cell thru my yahoo email, but I haven’t received any of them. Kaninang umaga nagtry ulit ako magsend ng isa pa, pero still I didn’t get it. So tinawagan ko ang globe to complain. But they don’t give me any good answer, all they say is wala naman daw problem sa end nila. Pero hindi nila pagwawalang bahala yung situation at irereport nila ito sa tech dept nila. (lagi naman yun ang script nila e) tapos dun daw sa nabawas na load ko, papasahan na lang daw nila ako ng 15pesos na load. Ok na sana kaya lang 5 working days pa raw bago ko matanggap. Aba, iba na yan!! Sabi ko “5days para sa 15php na load” and sagot “sir pasensya na po kasi ganon po ang policy naming dito” . wala akong magawa kundi ang ngumawa na lang sa tabi ng table ko (joke!!!) sabi ko sa operator “sige intayin ko na lang”. iba talaga ang lakas ng GLOBE!!!!!

my inspiration

While im reading post of sassy lawter's blog she talked bout this 5 yrs old girl name isabela. She is under chemotherapy right now due to a certain type of disease na ngayon ko lang nalaman. It was called neuroblastoma. Cant help but feel pity towards her. But when I saw her photos, I cant help but smile and feel ashamed but thinking so. She’s such a wonderful little girl. Angelic face, nice set of eyes and a lovely smile that definetly I wont forget. Hindi ko lam basta there is something bout her that makes me stare for so long. (sure ko hindi ko siya kamag-anak). There is this aura in her that so strong na nakakahawa. Made me think na how lucky I am na tumanda ako ng ganito na alang complications. What im feeling right now is more of envy than pity. Envious of her, coz she never losses hope and she doesn’t mind having that said diseases. I just wish and pray for her immediate cure.
She served as an inspiration for me to do well in my job and stop complaining … never lose hope, instead give my best in all that I do.

mrs. crap

*sigh* hindi talaga mawawala ang salsapunga (bwisit) sa buhay ng tao. akala ko pa naman ay magiging tahimik ang buhay ko dito sa trabaho. nagkamali ako ... nakilala ko si mrs crap, isang babae na sobra kong manlait and her alibi is prangka daw kasi siya at sinasabi niya lang ang gusto nyang sabihin. (point take) but everthing has their limit and enough is enough. ang nakakatuwa dito kay mrs crap e wala siyang pinipili na asarin whether babae, lalake o ano ka pa man. kilalang-kilala sya sa opis kasi dati syang empleyado dito. ngayon nalipat na siya ng ibang opisina. pero madalas nagpupunta sya dito sa opis para mangasar o mangbuska ng mga tao at sympre hindi ako nakaligtas sa kanya. madalas pagnakikita nya ako ay sinisira nya talga ang araw ko. para bang may demonyo na bumubulong sa isip nya na "aking alagad, asarin mo yang taong yan ... sirain mo ang araw nya" syempre bilang masunuring alagad she will do it. without having any second thought kung makakasakit sya o hindi. after nun she will ask you "naaasar ka na ba?" (with making smirk on her chubby face) minsan gusto ko syang kausapin at tanungin ko sya kung ano ang problema nya? kulang ba sya sa atensyon? baka nga? kasi ang alam ko ang mga taong ganun kundi kulang sa pansin e talgang likas na! tinawag ko syang crap kasi yun na yun siya. umaalingas at nagpapansin sa mga taong nagdaraan. but i wont step on her coz shes not worthy..... bwuhahahahaha

unproductive

thats how i described my day today. "one big unproductive day" . dapat may meeting kami ng 2:30 today pero hindi pumasok yung boss ko so hindi sinali yung department namin. hindi ko nga maintindihan e kung bakit di man lang kami inaya ng ibang dept. *sigh* pero teamwork ang isa sa vision ng company ito tinamad ako mag call out ng client. may na close akong isa yun client ko na hindi ko akalain na kukuha, kahapon sinubukan kong basahin yung mga old post ko, napansin ko papangit ng papangit yung post ko haaayyyyy .... hindi ko natuwa sa mga psot ko hindi na entertaining. wake up call sa akin to!!! .... ill make up for my loses...... see yah again

everything is worth living

i consider my day today as a so-so kinda type of day. nothin fancy happened. i almost finish with my book. most of my officemates asked me why do i read it, my answer is that im just curious and i never found a book that is very bold and blunt like da vinci code. di ko napanood ang amazing race 7 today ngayon pa naman ang pilot episode nila. abangan ko na lang yung repeat ng gabi. urgghhh.. kuya frendell (hehe) tnx nga pala sa comment ahh. yes u are right hindi lang naman ako ang hindi nakameet ng quota the other dept has some also. pero on our dept all of them are celebrating (besides me) dahil na ka-quota sila.anyway, before i got here i told myself that ill just do my job and the hell i care with other people. if i wont sell for 3 months, that only means that this job is not for me.......

1st day of march

im so pressured today, kasi hindi ko na meet yung quota ko last month however all of my officemates hit their quota. nahihiya nga ako sa sarili ko so i really have to make up for this month. ang nakakatuwa (actually nakakainis) yung mga client ko for this month puro promise... sana lang yung mga promise nila e matupad. i also celebrated my 1st month here at the office last feb 24. aba! hindi ko akalain na tatagal ako ng ganon. *sigh* buong araw akong nagtrabaho ng sobra by 3pm nagkaroon kami ng seminar for building website (na hindi ko masyadong na gets) it tooked 1 1/2 hours yung session some of my officemates are sleepy na kasi malamig sa conference room. di ko nga pala naikwento, sa sobrang pagtitipid ng comp may oras ang aircon. pagdating ng 11am patay na ang ac bubuksan ulit ng 1:30pm. tapos pagdating ng 4:30 pm patay ulit at bukas na bubuksan ulit. kaya ayon nanlilimahid na kami paglabas ng opisina. pinoy talaga!!! balik tayo sa story ko. tapos ng meeting subsob na naman ako sa tawag... right now pauwi na ko. magisa nga lang ako ngayon uwi kasi si pao sasamahan si jay-r sa interview nya. pagod ako ngayong araw na to sobra. kaya sige na .. till next time