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i know some of my closest friends and my family are reading my blog and i really appreciate na nagiiwan sila ng comment coz thats the only way for me to know na nadalaw sila. i havent found a good counter yet that can tell me who goes to my blog and read my entries, coz till now hindi pa rin naman ako "henyo" pagdating dito. i been hearing some people here in the office opening my site, which makes me happy in a way, but for them to judged me with the things i wrote here, tingin ko out of bounce na ata. what im writing here is the truth bout what i feel, im just expressing the feelings na hindi ko masabi in words. i would really appreciate it kung sana pagdadaan kayo, you will leave message kahit "hello" lang and include your name too. that way i could thank you for wasting your time lookin at my blog eventhough some of my entries are nonsense or rather most of it which is by the way "i dont care." as i always say i have this blog for me to have something to looked back when im old drama!! peace!!!

a new book to pounder

i went to mia's house yesterday (former officemate) so i can borrow her book whom ive been dying to buy but havent got the money to do so. it was another "Paulo Coelho" book entitled "Veronika Decides to Die." ive once read the bestselling book of Coelho which is "the Alchemist" which is definitely a must read i must say. on the other hand this book speak bout veronika a girl who decides to overdose herself with sleeping pills, but instead of dying she end up being inside an asylum wherein she has 5 days to live due to heart failure.

thats all i know about the book as of now. di ko lam but i find myself deep into a different place whenever im reading. its like listening to the character as if they are talking to me. i make me go out from where im standing right now, it give me the space that ive been wanting to have for the nth time and sometimes i even find answer to all the question that i have been thinking of my whole life. thats how i love reading books!!!

who says friends are hard to find???

company outing is over .. but hey i had a lot of fun. im absent for two more days kasi nagkasore throat ako. pano ba naman walang kamatayan videoke kami ng tropahan nun 21st. inabot kami ng 4am sa sobrang paglango sa videoke. i would definitely miss my tropa here in "tridel", that is the only thing that i will definely regret kapag umalis ako. they are loads of fun to be with and besides walang ka-angst -angst 'tong mga taong ito. (Totoong tao baga') never a dull moment whenever were together. tuwing nagreresign ako sa isang kompanya isa lang naman ang lubos kong ikinalulungkot yung mga taong maiiwan ko at nakapalagayan ko ng loob. kahit na sabihin natin na we will still keep in touch? iba pa rin yun talagang kasa-kasama mo everyday. nagpapasalamat na rin ako at nakilala ko sila sa tridel coz they are one of the main reason why im still wasting my time workin here .....

~if you want to see more pictures click nyo lang yung photo~

Hala !!! Lagot!!!

im bout to post a different blog sana today .. but somethin bothered me."Our H.R.'s email." Here it is:

Hello People,

We have to ask all staff to please confine yourself to Tridel premises when smoking and chatting. Do not smoke/ loiter in the stairwells or other offices' lobbies. Unless you have business with these other offices please refrain from hanging around these places. Should you have business in these areas, please mind your conduct.

We received a report that Tridel employees (identified through their ID's) were loitering in another office's lobby chatting and flicking ashes on the floor. To avoid embarrassment, please conduct yourself with finesse at all times but most especially when you are identifiable as a Tridel Employee. We don't want to hear that Tridel Employees are blacklisted because of lack of decorum.

(You have 2 new words to look up. Finesse and Decorum. It's very important that you understand the meaning of these words.)
Thanks and regards,

Why am i bothered? coz im one of them ... madalas kasi kaming tumambay sa 8th flr sa taas ng office namin. not becoz we want to loiter, it think thats not the correct word for it. smoking? yes some of my officemate does, pero in regards to flicking ashes on the floor ...they also do that (counted ba yun?) hehe.And sometimes i also see some of them smoking on our area here. Anyway if only they provide us people who wasn't manong ang manang a space well maybe we will not go to that place anymore. i know .. i know ... some of it is our fault. o sige na konsensya, kami na may kasalanan!!! *sigh* nakakalungkot tuloy kasi they think na us people who go there lack decorum and finesse, which is not true at all.!!!! maybe these should serve as a lesson to us .... but still im pissed!!! bahala na kayong mag comment.

Hummmmm.......*thinking*

Airwind: Hello???? Tao po!!! Pede pa ba ko dito? (with matching echoooo...)
Hik! Musta na ang blog kung sinta? Medyo natagalan ang pag-blog ko a.... hehe... hindi naman ako busy. Kaya lang may nagintroduce sa akin ng isang kewl na site at nacreate ako ng account dun. Medyo na addict ako e. Check it out (link). Dyan ako napadalas tumambay. Hehe ... akala ko nga maraming makakamiss sa akin tulad ng idol kong si Chona! Ngek! Ala pala. Bwuhahaha. Basta gusto ko pa rin magpasalamat sa mga nasa links ko special mention si Ka Edong, Batjay at si Yeen. Dont worry kahit hindi ko post dito sa blog koim still reading your entries.
Di ko mention Isadora kasi naguguluhan ako sa blog nya...(sori po) ang daming kulay, ah basta naguguluhan ako.Gusto ko pa namam yung mga previous entries nya. Nyaks! Good news po! May sarili na kong pc dito sa opis. Opo nagprovide na rin sila after 3months (ang bilis nga e) . At balak pa pala nila kong sopresahin, kaya lang yun ang aga kong pumasok nun araw na yun kaya naabutan ko silang nase-setup nun pc. Nabulilyaso ko yung surprise nila! Hik! Nyahaha!! Kung kakamustahin nyo yung work ko, ok naman. Naka-qouta ko last month. Yipeeee! Thanks sa mga nauto ko. Bwehehehe. Ngayon buwan na to, isa lang iniintay ko ang aming dyandyarararan OUTING!!! Opo, tama po kayo may outing kami sa batangas sa 22nd. At excited kaming lahat, lalo na ko kasi yun lang ang time kong makapag relax. Bwehehhe. O siya haba na 'to baka tamarin na kayong magbasa...

puno sa gilid ng daan

nakita ko 'tong puno to ng pauwi na kami ni joms galing sa botokan.march ngayon pero bakit naglalagas yun mga puno.....

Ang globe nga naman!!!

Im planning to post pictures sana taken from “botokan” isang lugar sa labas ng camp caringal. Salamat kay jomar at narating ko ang lugar na yun. Nagsend ako kahapon ng 6 na photos from my cell thru my yahoo email, but I haven’t received any of them. Kaninang umaga nagtry ulit ako magsend ng isa pa, pero still I didn’t get it. So tinawagan ko ang globe to complain. But they don’t give me any good answer, all they say is wala naman daw problem sa end nila. Pero hindi nila pagwawalang bahala yung situation at irereport nila ito sa tech dept nila. (lagi naman yun ang script nila e) tapos dun daw sa nabawas na load ko, papasahan na lang daw nila ako ng 15pesos na load. Ok na sana kaya lang 5 working days pa raw bago ko matanggap. Aba, iba na yan!! Sabi ko “5days para sa 15php na load” and sagot “sir pasensya na po kasi ganon po ang policy naming dito” . wala akong magawa kundi ang ngumawa na lang sa tabi ng table ko (joke!!!) sabi ko sa operator “sige intayin ko na lang”. iba talaga ang lakas ng GLOBE!!!!!

my inspiration

While im reading post of sassy lawter's blog she talked bout this 5 yrs old girl name isabela. She is under chemotherapy right now due to a certain type of disease na ngayon ko lang nalaman. It was called neuroblastoma. Cant help but feel pity towards her. But when I saw her photos, I cant help but smile and feel ashamed but thinking so. She’s such a wonderful little girl. Angelic face, nice set of eyes and a lovely smile that definetly I wont forget. Hindi ko lam basta there is something bout her that makes me stare for so long. (sure ko hindi ko siya kamag-anak). There is this aura in her that so strong na nakakahawa. Made me think na how lucky I am na tumanda ako ng ganito na alang complications. What im feeling right now is more of envy than pity. Envious of her, coz she never losses hope and she doesn’t mind having that said diseases. I just wish and pray for her immediate cure.
She served as an inspiration for me to do well in my job and stop complaining … never lose hope, instead give my best in all that I do.

mrs. crap

*sigh* hindi talaga mawawala ang salsapunga (bwisit) sa buhay ng tao. akala ko pa naman ay magiging tahimik ang buhay ko dito sa trabaho. nagkamali ako ... nakilala ko si mrs crap, isang babae na sobra kong manlait and her alibi is prangka daw kasi siya at sinasabi niya lang ang gusto nyang sabihin. (point take) but everthing has their limit and enough is enough. ang nakakatuwa dito kay mrs crap e wala siyang pinipili na asarin whether babae, lalake o ano ka pa man. kilalang-kilala sya sa opis kasi dati syang empleyado dito. ngayon nalipat na siya ng ibang opisina. pero madalas nagpupunta sya dito sa opis para mangasar o mangbuska ng mga tao at sympre hindi ako nakaligtas sa kanya. madalas pagnakikita nya ako ay sinisira nya talga ang araw ko. para bang may demonyo na bumubulong sa isip nya na "aking alagad, asarin mo yang taong yan ... sirain mo ang araw nya" syempre bilang masunuring alagad she will do it. without having any second thought kung makakasakit sya o hindi. after nun she will ask you "naaasar ka na ba?" (with making smirk on her chubby face) minsan gusto ko syang kausapin at tanungin ko sya kung ano ang problema nya? kulang ba sya sa atensyon? baka nga? kasi ang alam ko ang mga taong ganun kundi kulang sa pansin e talgang likas na! tinawag ko syang crap kasi yun na yun siya. umaalingas at nagpapansin sa mga taong nagdaraan. but i wont step on her coz shes not worthy..... bwuhahahahaha

unproductive

thats how i described my day today. "one big unproductive day" . dapat may meeting kami ng 2:30 today pero hindi pumasok yung boss ko so hindi sinali yung department namin. hindi ko nga maintindihan e kung bakit di man lang kami inaya ng ibang dept. *sigh* pero teamwork ang isa sa vision ng company ito tinamad ako mag call out ng client. may na close akong isa yun client ko na hindi ko akalain na kukuha, kahapon sinubukan kong basahin yung mga old post ko, napansin ko papangit ng papangit yung post ko haaayyyyy .... hindi ko natuwa sa mga psot ko hindi na entertaining. wake up call sa akin to!!! .... ill make up for my loses...... see yah again

everything is worth living

i consider my day today as a so-so kinda type of day. nothin fancy happened. i almost finish with my book. most of my officemates asked me why do i read it, my answer is that im just curious and i never found a book that is very bold and blunt like da vinci code. di ko napanood ang amazing race 7 today ngayon pa naman ang pilot episode nila. abangan ko na lang yung repeat ng gabi. urgghhh.. kuya frendell (hehe) tnx nga pala sa comment ahh. yes u are right hindi lang naman ako ang hindi nakameet ng quota the other dept has some also. pero on our dept all of them are celebrating (besides me) dahil na ka-quota sila.anyway, before i got here i told myself that ill just do my job and the hell i care with other people. if i wont sell for 3 months, that only means that this job is not for me.......

1st day of march

im so pressured today, kasi hindi ko na meet yung quota ko last month however all of my officemates hit their quota. nahihiya nga ako sa sarili ko so i really have to make up for this month. ang nakakatuwa (actually nakakainis) yung mga client ko for this month puro promise... sana lang yung mga promise nila e matupad. i also celebrated my 1st month here at the office last feb 24. aba! hindi ko akalain na tatagal ako ng ganon. *sigh* buong araw akong nagtrabaho ng sobra by 3pm nagkaroon kami ng seminar for building website (na hindi ko masyadong na gets) it tooked 1 1/2 hours yung session some of my officemates are sleepy na kasi malamig sa conference room. di ko nga pala naikwento, sa sobrang pagtitipid ng comp may oras ang aircon. pagdating ng 11am patay na ang ac bubuksan ulit ng 1:30pm. tapos pagdating ng 4:30 pm patay ulit at bukas na bubuksan ulit. kaya ayon nanlilimahid na kami paglabas ng opisina. pinoy talaga!!! balik tayo sa story ko. tapos ng meeting subsob na naman ako sa tawag... right now pauwi na ko. magisa nga lang ako ngayon uwi kasi si pao sasamahan si jay-r sa interview nya. pagod ako ngayong araw na to sobra. kaya sige na .. till next time

pasaway!!!

kanina on my way to work, habangsubsob ako sa kababasa ng da vinci na nasa klimaks na ko... may isang matandang babae sumakay siguro mga 60 above na yung age nya. may dalang bayong. tumabi siya sa akin. ok naman wala naman siyang amoy. nang makalahati na kami sa biyahe naglabas ba naman ng sigarilyo at nagsindi sa loob ng dyip. pucha!!!! gusto kong batukan e... sya pa naman yung tipong matanda na ang kapal ng make-up sa mukha at masungit as in parang yung mga lolang gumaganap na aswang sa films. sayang yung get up ko today uusukan nya lang pala ako. ang masama dun e di ko lam kung ano ang gagawin ko si lola tuloy lang sa paghithit-buga nya. di ko na nga rin mapagpatuloy yung pagbabasa ko. bwisit talaga!!! gusto kong sabihan pero sa itsura nung matanda mukhang bibigwasan ako e. kaya umusog na lang ako papalayo sa kanya. pero iba talaga ang tindi ni manang lahat ng tao nakatingin na sa kanya yung iba pa nga nagtatakip na ng panyo. siya dedma lang parang kanyang yung dyip!!! pinoy nga naman!!! matatandang alang pinagkatandaan....

"taning"

kinakabahan ako buong araw today, kasi simula pagkagising ko sumasakit na ang dibdib ko. pakiramdam ko i have a certain sakit na pede na kong taningan. wehehe. serious ... feelin ko its has something to do with my heart. i know i know i have to go to a doctor to make sure. pero totoo pala yung nakakatakot na malaman yung diagnostic sa iyo. itong sakit na to almost a month ko nang nararamdamam. sabi ni mia nakaranas na rin daw sya nito before and her doctor says na parang asthma daw. ang hirap huminga....... what im thinking is siguro kulang lang ko sa exercise kasi nahinto na ang pagbabadminton ko and i also need to watch what im eating, kasi simula ng mawalan ako ng trabaho medyo nag-gain ako ng weight. enough bout this ill have to do something bout it.... and i need to see a doctor.

*banana kek*

lahat ay nakaabang
sa pagdating ng nagiisang hirang
si manong na tindera
pangpatid gutom ang tahan

lahat kami napapahinto
lalo't amoy nang iyong paninda'y nasasamyo
di kami makapigil
puntahan ika'y aming gagawin

manong ano ang iyong tinda
mam sir meron po akong "banana kek"
malambot, masarap at kahali-halina
siguradong pagod at hirap di mo maaalintana

pabili na isa ang wika ni dada
sabay dukot ng barya sa kanyang bulsa

o kay saya at kay halina
tikman nyo pakiramdam nyo'y mag-iiba
"banana kek" o kahali-halina
nais nami'y araw -araw ka namin makita!!!!

one book that definitely a must read

matagal ko nang naririnig ang librong "the da vinci code". sa wakas nabili ko rin siya. sobrang ganda yung plot nun novel hindi lang syan entertaining may halo pa siyang educational factor. kung gusto mo matuto sa arts or renaissance history this is the book you been lookin for. ang dami kong natutunan wala pa man din ako sa kalahati nun libro. kagabi nga halos di ko makatulog kasi sobrang ganda na nung part nabinabasa ko. i wont be shocked kung sa susunod na taon e nasa film na rin ito at isa ko sa unang manonood nito. basahin nyo kasi iba talaga! o sige na i have to work na dito sa opis. here is the cover of the book:

while im searching for the book cover, nalaman ko na it will be put on film next year 2006 at ang lupit kasi si idol tom hanks ang artist. lalong naexcite tuloy ako... and there is one book na illustrated na rin. kasi ang nabili ko lang e yung paperback kasi malamang mahal yun!! next time pag mayaman na ko lahat ng book na bibilhin ko yung mgah ard bound na o kaya illustrated na rin. yipppeee!!! (next book ko rules of four... tnx to mia for giving me books na best talga)

pictures na di ko ma upload

yeen sorry hirap kong magupload ng pictures before kasi im using yahoo photos. nagtry ko sa multiply gumawa ng accnt. yun nagwork. malamang dito na ko magupload ng photos. enjoy ill post more soon. kasi magbayad ang pagupload im sending it kasi from my hpone to my email php 3.00 lang naman pero kahit na hirap buhay ngaun.... comment ka sa quality... gamit ko kasi cellphone ko. yung samsung

with ate lea


kyutie-cute2x

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kuya aaron with lola

one day at a time

i got a sale today. well i dont get one everyday. but contrary, im not happy nor sad bout it, just contempt na sa wakas i have something that i can slap in front of my boss face. gusto ko sabihin na "o ayan ang benta mo". these things made me feel na hindi talga meant sa akin ang work na ito ... makes me think the umalis na. but one things still remains god give me this job and their are reasons why he do give me this. "take it as a challenge" i've heard that a lot of time, read it on plenty of books but it sure works.

kukuruku

nothin to blog .. yeah i know... i know its been so long since my last blog. this aint me? hmmmpp... maraming rason kung bakit. one, ala kong makwento kasi ala rin naman kwenta ang araw ko. paulit-ulit na lang. pangalawa, wala na kong time kahit na may net connection sa opis busy pa rin. may inimposed na new policy sa opis wherein my boss will check call sheet every hour. which i think is a big crap!!!! nonsense!!!! ewan ko lang kung bakit? the only reason that i could think of is they want to check if people from tele is workin or not. besides that, nonsense na yung iba. yun lang thats all folks!!!!!

first sale

as my title says i just got my first sale today!!! gusto ko sanang mag sisigaw e kaya lang para bang nawalan na ko ng gana. i dont know why maybe its bcoz of the pipol sorrounding me, hindi ko pa matake ang ugali at personality nila. sometimes i naiisip ko na baka their talkin at my back (tama ba?) sometimes you cant really stop gossip inside the office. isa pang nakakainis the company is imposing "TEAMWORK" as our mission. but all i see here inside the office is crab mentality. i dont know buti na lang ive been in an american company somehow i incur some ugali that they have. im not saying that im not proud of being filipino. actually i am but their some things that i dont like bout pinoys. eto yung dalawang malupit na kaugalian na nakakabanas na talga:

1. kulang sa disiplina - example: nakita ng may sign na bawal ang umihi, bawal manigarilyo, at kung ano ano pang bawal. pero ano dedma lang. kasi ang pinapairal yung ugaling walng pakialam yun bang pagiging makasarili.
2. crab mentality - eto ang hindi mabawasbawasan sa ibang ma pinoy, meron akong nabasa dati na nakuha daw natin ito sa pagsakop ng mga spanish sa atin. ewan ko pero kung alam mo naman masama at makakasakit ka bat kailangan mo pang gawin.

eto lang naman ang masasabi ko, everything should have their limits and we should be responsible and careful sa lahat ng actions na ginagawa natin. we should always put ourselves to others person place. that way alam natin kung ano nararamdaman ng ibang tao. and last always be accountable sa lahat ng bagay at desisyon na ginagawa mo.