training material??

this was part of our training ... ewan ko pero pers tym ko tong nakita...... ope you like it.. coz this give me a one hell of a stomach ache ... wahahahha SBC ... and beside i dont have anything to blog kasi all i do for this past few days are; SLEEPING, EATING and GOIN TO WORK.... my life seems to be no fun anymore .... :(( CLICK HERE

x's

sorry late ko nang namodify yung link .. wala na talaga ako sa sarili ko wuhaha :(( . pakipindut na lang yung "watch the movie"

buhay call boy

im all pysched and sleepy.... pucha i was never this puyat before. (besides when i was workin in epldt). last night was my first shift in clientlogic, it was from 9pm to 6am in morning. Ask me what we do? of course listen to our american geography trainer. mabait naman siya,sometime he injects funnylines into the topic, (normally minumura nya yung mga kano) he is a born and raised pinoy but his first language was english. sabi nya kasi writer daw both of his parents. so? enough of him .... let me talk bout my classmate... well their is jennie. shes a working student from UP taking up Political science. sabi ko nga sa kanya, pano pa sya makakapasok e puyat siya? sabi niya " Hindi ko alam?" *yawn* damn im still sleepy but what really made my night yesterday are my smart-ass classmates. yup, thats with an 'S, coz theirs 3 of them. i dont know but im really F*** up with them, let me tell you instances on why.... One smartass guy always butt in to our trainer even though he wasnt asked or given the right to talked. he just want too ass next guy, eventhough the trainer initially discuss that we are not allowed to surf the net, this second guy still does at malupit nagdodownload pa ng winamp, i was thinking " what the hell is he goin to do with wimamp e ala naman speaker" ass and after his thru downloading the software, he started downloading some skins as well hole the third guy !! simple lang naman ang trip nya, while all of us are sitting on our chair listening ya di yadi ya da . he is sitting on the desk while her feet rested on a chair another ass piling nya ata bahay nya yung loob ng training room. *sigh* good thing our trainer was never that strict about those misconducts. dahil kunn ako yung trainer, malamang may tag-iisang makakating "FECTUS" sila. hehehhe ... sucks got to go, have to take a bath na... shit im gonna see them again *sigh*

Ako pag paranoid......

natulog akong magisa kagabi kasi wala si nanay.pangalawang araw ko na ito... nung unang araw ok, kasi nandito si jomar to accompany me. hindi ko talaga kayang matulog mag-isa... pucha kasi si natre ng shutter e pero kahapon ala akong choice may meeting daw si jom hanggan 1am... hindi ko naman kaya magintay nang ganun katagal. text ko rin lahat ng barkada ko para maayang matulog dito haus pero lahat sila turn down ako... naiintindihan ko naman kasi late na yung text ko sa kanila, so hindi na sila pinayagan. so i decided to sleep by myself. i kept the tv on and set it for auto shut off after 30 mins.... natulog ako sa lapag , hindi na sa kwarto kasi pucha sobrang hesterical ako sa tuwing may maririnig akong kaluskos.... leche ka natre!! tapos tinabi ko lahat na alagang pusa ng nanay ko sa akin.. kasi naniniwala ako takot ang mumu sa pusa... hehe

kaya kung gusto nyo mapanood ang "shutter" i adviced wag nyo na lang ituloy, lalo na kung katulad nyo kong matatakutin. pakiramadam ko lagi ko siya katabi... sucks!!! OA man ako.. pucha wala akong pakialam ..... pak talaga!! sobrang nakakatakot......

So long ......

goodbye tridel, my life here has been good and bad, happy and sad, hyper and stubborn, quiet and loud and so on.... i never thought that ill be so emotional leaving tridel, i always want to get out from this office before. but now that im just counting hours before i finally give my final looked into my cute and little cubicle, its hard not to feel sad. i really hate goodbyes but i cant say "later" either coz i know ill be long gone and will never come back. goodbye my monitor, ill miss you specially those times when you turn yellow every 3 mins. goodbye CPU, that doesnt have his own soundcard coz i accidentally remove it. Goodbye pins, that i usually used to post proposal letters into my board. goodbye calculator, which still has his plastic cover on since i got it. goodbye .... (sobbing) goodbye "all." evillaugh ill leave some of my things to those people who really help me here. to larry, ill be leaving my patrick the starfish paper holder... (coz he ask for it), jm will have my mcdonald push pin, aison??? uhmmm ill be giving the cellphone holder back to her coz i never used it naman sorry ... my toothpaste will be given to ms lorna, coz she always asked permision to used it. ill be leaving all my nesvita and quaker oats to mr ben, coz he's such a gym buff and probably he will like it sana??? i wont be able to give anything to ms evie coz i dont have anything left around here to give. sorry. this is it!!! goodbye all... definitely ill miss everyone. thanks for all the happiness and bullcrap that you have brought me.... all of those really makes me be on this place that i am right now. SALAMAT SA OUTING??? salamat sa mga mothly socials.... all the food that i ate during those times when somebody celebrated his/her bday inside the office. GOODBYE!!! FAREWELLL!!!! CIAO!!!! ADIOS!!!! ..... *sigh*

X,s...
Most of all goodbye BROADBAND ..... hello DIAL_UP again!!! sob

a dream .. or a preminition of what will happen??

i woke up today with a dream of me being on a wedding, pero ang makulit dito ako yung kinakasal (huwat???) nagulat ako, at lahat ng mga kamag-anak ko e nandun at iba pang mga tao na hindi ko kilala. the girl is somebody i have never met yet in my life, the wedding was held on a church na hindi ko pa rin napupuntahan (weird talaga).it seems also that everyone knows each other. pakiramadam ko "shotgun wedding" ang dating nung kasal ko. yun bang pinilit lang yung girl na pakasalan ako. before the wedding start, i got a chance to talked to my so called "bride". di siya lumaki sa pinas as i recall it kasi she has an accent. (hehhee) i cant recall her looks as well lagi naman ganun minsan ang panaginip , hindi mo na matandaan yung ibang details. we spoke for a minute or two but the way my dreams looked, it seems that we havent known each other until that day. ewan ko pero hindi na namin mahinto yun kasal coz we were at the altar already. the next things that happen is me askin her na tumakas patakbo..palabas sa church. nakakita kami ng motor, then we drove of the church .. (funny sya yun naging driver) hehehe ... then i woke up .... (bizarre)

ano kaya ibig sabihin ng panaginip ko na ito??.. ano kaya ang nais ipahiwatig?? ... at ang isa ko pang di maintindihan, wala akong ni isang kaibigan na nandun kundi yung mga kapamilya ko lang...... *sigh*

Keys to my Heart???

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i run into this thing on one of Jeff's link... and i cant stopped myself answering question on the site.... natutuwa ako.... hehehe ..... i see myself on some of the result. pero dito ako nabigla kasi ... ako talaga ito!!!! *smirk*

during those hot days

after the final interview with the operations manager today at client logic, tumambay kami ni dada sa sm megamall. kumain kami sa tokyo tokyo then naglibot to check for some new clothes. napadaan kami sa bio research, isang pet store. marami kaming nakita pet *of course pet shop nga e* pero may isa silang particular na produkto na sobrang naintriga kaming dalawa ni dada. kinuhanan ko nga ng picture gamit ang cellphone ko. eto sila....

*Here are some of their promotional taglines*

"The spray is specially formulated to mask scents that attract male dogs to your pet"

"Non-Staining spray to mask the attractant odours of bitches in season"

*Here is one descripiton bout the product*

"For female dogs in season. Fits all seasonal panties (adjust with a cut from a pair of scissors). Highly absorbent (absorbs up to 16 times is weight). Disposable and leakproof. Does not wad up. Also perfect for nervous dog when used with training"




kulit noh?? napatanong nga si dada kung nireregla ba ang aso?? kasi wala naman daw siya nakikitang dugo dun sa dog nila.... wehehe .. ako pusa alaga ko kaya 'la akong masyadong lam dyan (patay malisya kong sagot) wehehe ... hindi namin mapigilan ang kakatuwa sa loob ng pet shop, yung ngang katabi namin ale na naglilinis ng shelves nilayauan na kami (akala siguro baliw kami)

the uncontented one

pumasok ako ngayon sa tridel, coz i need to file my resignation letter. pero malas kasi la naman ang boss ko today *as usual*. mr oliver of "clientlogic" called. i was told to go back to there office tomorrow by 7:30 am for my final interview with their operations manager. di ko lam after that i call. naging slightly emotional ako (teary eyed) baga ... i cant stop but ask myself "this is it? this is goodbye with tridel," am i making the right decision? pumunta ako nang bathroom to washed my face .... then nakita ko yung reflection ngmukha ko, (di naman ako nagulat) yung buhok ko spike ngayon at gulo-gulo. napaisip tuloy ako "kapareho ng buhok ko yung buhay ko ngayon, sobrang gulo" kailangan ko ata ng suklay? isa lang masasabi ko, bahala na!!! siguro naman hindi ibibigay ito sa akin kung hindi naman dapat. hindi naman kaya mali ang paniniwala kung yun? hindi kaya't inililipat ko lang yung sisi sa kanya? para atleast gumaan ang pakiramadam ko. tinanong ako ng isa kong kaopisina, tulad na sinabi sa akin ni "K" kung masaya raw ba ako sa lilipatan ko? hanggang ngayon di ko pa rin masagot yan tanong na yan. tapos sabi nya, "tingin mo, ok ba dun?" ang nasabi ko lang "ewan ko?"

dalawa lang naman ang rason ko kung bakit ko gustong umalis dito sa tridel, una dahil unproductive ... pangalawa ay yung sweldo. lam ko marami magrereact sa mga rason ko. pero yun lang talaga ang mga bagay na nasa utak ko kaya ko iiwan ang tridel. BAHALA NA???

not that i expected ???

nabasa ko ulit yung entry ko yesterday .. nakakahiya kasi kahit ako nahirapan basahin yun. kasi walang punctuation yun iba, tapos madaming wrong spelling at malupit pa dun baka wrong grammar pa 'ata.... guys kindly tell me naman kung may mali ako? (di ko magagalit.. pwamis)... yesterday nandun ako sa cafe ng company namin (kapal nga mukha ko e, di ko pasok tridel pero pumunta ako sa cafe nila to surf the net) *devil na ko talaga* wehehe. anyway, nawalan kasi ako ng time basahin siya ulit kahapon para macheck kung may mali. kasi si ponyang nang-gagalaiti na sa galit, dahil hinihintay ako. tsori tsori, naka chat ko today si sir jeff siya yung person behind this site and we already agreed dun sa mga bagay na gusto ko... bait nyo po talaga!!! kung mababasa nyo man po ito... marami pong salamat ulit!!

tungkol dun sa application ko, maraming nagcomment at nagsuspetsa na sa convergys ako work... bakit ganun ba talaga ka famous ang convergy's?? but sorry hindi po e... baka nga hindi nyo siya kilala, but here in ortigas it was quite known. maganda naman ang facilities nila and they even let us use their pc kanina to surf habang nagbre-breakfast sila... natuloy yung final interview, mga 13 ata kami? pinapasok kami sa isang kwarto tapos we been asked to talked about anything bout ourselves. gulat ako sa mga natanggap kasi .. malulupet talaga... let me try to recall each and evryone one, may political science undergrad of UP diliman , another a ME grad licensed engineer from UP, yung isa nurse and the list goes on... basta hindi ko lam pero lahat sila are so qualified. galing nila!! syempre hindi naman ako papatalo .. i talked bout my current job and all the reasons why i left my previous one's. after tawagin kaming lahat, we been asked to wait for the evaluator to call us one by one.... nakatinginan kami ni dada and we thought "sobrang higpit naman talaga ng company na 'to at baka hindi pa kami makapasa." one by one we been called tapos hindi na pinababalik. nagulat kami ni dada kasi sabay kami tinawag, kala tuloy namin hindi kami tanggap at pauuwiiin na kami. pero hindi pala.... the evaluator told us that instead of applying for CSR (customer service representative) they will give us the task of being TSR (technical service representative) instead. phew ... we been asked to take another exam related to technical stuff, siguro for them to make sure kung capable kami sa job (o dahil baka nagkamali sila nang desisyon). good thing pumasa naman. sabi nga sa akin nung evaluator"sabi ko na papasa ka e". but still the prob is wala akong masyadong alam sa computer but they told us na we will undergo training naman.... *sigh* tomorrow will have the final screening (last na daw 'to) and chances are if we passed tomorrow we will start on monday.... halong lungkot at tuwa ang naramdaman ko kasi, i have to say goodbye to all my friends sa tridel... a bunch of happy people tulad ng sinabi sa last entry ko "click here" but hey.. thats life .... i must move on and think that everything is made as it is. so i shud live with it....

thanks again for the people who crossed their fingers for me... owe you one!!!!

two reasons to be happy today

nanginginig pa rin ko while typing this entry ... bakit kamo? let me enumerate:

First, i past the initial and phone simulation from one of the pretigious call center in the phil. out of 13 people from our batch 6 of us passed and 4 of us move on for the finals interview tomorrow. (parang talent search ang dating) hopefully, if i do one heck of a good job tomorrow, by monday ill start working there. im still employed with tridel but due to certain reason's that i mention on my previous blogs. i already decided to resign!!! part of me having that decision is comming from my blogmates comments so plz do help me by keeping your finger cross that i'll passed the interview tomorrow. pwamis ... libre ko kayo ng lugaw.... wehehehe .. joke!!!

Second reason, these one i dont expect at all, pakiramdam ko nanalo rin ako ng award sa urian mala judy ann santos. wehehe. jsut check his blog to know why im so excited and happy.... click here!!! ... salamat ulit sa mga hindi nagsasawang magbasa ng blog ko..... ill kip you posted with my day to day pakikisalamuha...... wehehehe ....... out!!!

this is the life

after my bad day at work ... my highschool friends and i went out for a gimik, so sabi ko i want to have fun without tiring myself too mcuh. so we decided to head off to timog and watch some stand up comedians. its one hell of a big night out, napaakyat ba naman ako sa stage and i was asked to belt out a song. hehehe. syempre hindi ko naman ipapahiya ang sarili ko, so i said "i'll sing say that you love me" (kasi praktisado ko na yun) . instead of giving an outstanding performance i was booed by the audience. pano ba naman i used to singing that song pero yung martin nievera's version .. yung mga lintik na bading pinagtripan ako ang isinalang e yung pang regine... e sus.. lam naman bumirit-birit ako dun. ending pinababa ako ng mga tao ... anyhow, im still not ashame but instead proud of myself to face such a huge crowd... hahaha ... *feeling concert ko yun* great night ... great way also of getting rid of my shitty prob at my work.... hahaha.... also i bought a new cd. Hale's album. lupit nila tsong... sobra... kala ko nga hindi sila noypi e... kaya nang malaman ko .. bili kaagad ako. actually right now while im writing my entry im listening to their songs... lupit pare yun lang masasabi ko ... gotta bounce... thanks again for those people na nagtyatyaga sa pagcomment ... hehehe ..... out!!!

intended to have no title

bad day today!!! nagalit yung isa kong client dahil sa katangahan ko. i already say sorry to her through text pero hindi na siya nagreply. hindi pa naman ako sana'y na mayroon akon taong di kaunawaan at bukod pa dun yung kaibigan ko dito sa company masama rin ang loob sa akin. akala nya inagawan ko siya ng client. yan ang hirap sa sales e, mukhang pera ang mga tao .... at hindi ko maintindihan e kung bakit nya naisip na ninakaw ko yung client nya, kasi i will never do that!! pakiramdam ko wala siya tiwala sa akin. i myself really value "TRUST" so much and i wanna earn it to every person that i meet. i feel so lonely whenever i have some misunderstanding with someone. specially kaibigan ko pa. nagexplain na ako sa kanya, but all she has to say is "hindi pinapa-assist ko lang yung client ko sa iyo, pero inagaw mo na." kakilala ko ang husband nya and we usually go out... her, her husband and some of my office friends. so hindi ko maintindihan e kong pano pumasok sa isip nya na inagawan ko siya.. AKO PA?? na kaibigan nya?? *sigh* i wanna shout!!! im just not used to this.... i dont want some of our officemate to know bout this coz they might take sides,which i dont want to happen. minsan nga gusto ko sabihin na, sa kanya na yun benta para matapos na lang. but my boss will surely get mad at me coz even her knows na client ko yun. its just that she have a very closed mind na ayaw niya nang tumanggap pa ng paliwanag. all she knows is inagaw ko yun!!! and thats it! nakita ko silang magasawa yesterday, binati ko yung husband nya tapos naringgan ko yung husband niya nang parang "si Airwind ba? tsk tsk tsk ...." all i do that time is to walk out of the scene coz i know i wont be good for me to stay there and chat.
my blog may not make any sense or even hard to understand today, i just cant type everything thats on my head. i dont know if i have to say sorry to her?? or do i really made a mistake?? may kasalanan ba talaga ako?? one thing that i learned from these is that people that i met on my school days is very much different from the people that i work with now. they can be my friends but still it makes me think that i dont know them?? unlike my school day friends, na alam ko ang liko nang bituka at naiintidihan ako.... nakakalungkot....

check my LSS : incomplete

i was reading barenaked's blog so natuwa rin ako to share my sister's email ... ewan ko ba i feel so much loved inside of me wanting to burst out ... wehehehe .. mali-mali na naman ata yung grammar ko .. ooppsss nakakahiya. kung sino man ang nagsulat nito isang henyo ..... bow talaga ako ....

The guy who loves his mom will be a good
boyfriend. Why? Because if he has
high respect for his mother, he will have high
respect for women.

Don't give everything away. Leave some things a
mystery. Guys love conquest. If you already give
your all, wala ng something to look forward to sa
relationship nyo. And the guy will become
kampante. Assure him of your love and
faithfulness, but! warn him too: "umayos ka diyan!
You can lose me anytime...".

BIG PAGKAKAIBA: What a girl needs most is
love. What a guy needs most is respect. The most
important thing for a girl is her heart. For a guy its
his ego.

Give your man his own time and space. Let him
have his time for his friends, sports, family, self,
and God. The relationship will grow old quickly if
lagi kayong magkasama. Give h! im time to miss
you and you'll see how he will love you more. If the
guy naman is obsessed and just wants to be with
you all the time, tell him you cant respect
a "puppy" for long.

Do things differently anytime. Para kahit matagal
na kayo, there is always something fresh and new.
Variety is the spice of life. Exciting baga?

Discover something you both like to do and enjoy
it TWOgether. Doon naman sa mga bagay na
magkaiba ang hilig nyo, compliment each other by
learning about it kahit konti. If you love someone,
yung effort nyo to try will go a looooong way to
understanding him later pag may disagreement
kayo.

Pray with holding hands. Sounds corny noh?
Maybe, but its very powerful. Pag may takot sa
Diyos ang boyfriend,mo, kampante ka na di ka nya
lolokohin, because he knows God sees everything
he does in secret. Ikaw na ang magkusa that
before you part after date, with hold hands and
eyes closed, pray to God to bless you two. Believe
me it's effective.

Kailanman, di corny ang magdasal.

Believe in "Magic". Kahit di minsan practical o
walang logical na dahilan, o matrabaho, o sounds
crazy sa iba, do sweet little things for the one you
love kahit magmukha ka ng timang. The memories
will be fun to recall later in life. The corniest song o
gift o letter ang laging kabog!

True love brings out the best in each other. Find
something good in your boyfriend and nurture it,
encourage it and syempre! , ENJOY it.


It's healthy to fight. Doon nyo lang maaayos ang
mga differences nyo at natetest ang tatag ng
relationship. Doon mo rin sya makikilala ng
mabuti. Its called tes! t of fire. Di mahalaga how
dalas you fight. What matters is how often you
make bati. Mas nakakatakot yung relasyong
sobrang perfect at laging masaya. One big fight
and that's it! And diba mas kilig yung malambing
na... "uy, bati na tayo...".


But don't overdo it. Kakapagod naman din na lagi
na lang manuyo o magsori. Choose the battles na
papatulan mo. The little issues, palampasin na.
Don't sweat the small stuff


Daraan sa iba't-ibang stages ang love especially
pag matagal na kayo. Grow with it. Don't expect
him to be like nung una. 'Coz like a student, di na
ituturo sa grade 6 yung lessons na pang-grade 2.
Change WILL happen... you both will change and
your love WILL change too. It's up to you na lang if
the change will be for the ! better or for the worse.
Life is about growth. Grow with it.

> When break up comes and it's time to say
goodbye, don't doubt the love just because it didn't
last. May mga bagay sa buhay na di man
nagtatagal, it doesn't mean di na ito totoo. Some
good things are just never meant to last forever.
Okay lang yon. Bless the parting and move on.

Expect tears, sorrow, sleepless nights and pain.
Ika nga "it's when you hurt the worst that you love
the MOST." Kung di ka willing masaktan, wag ka
na lang magmahal.

Life is a balance. And love is both holding on and
letting go. Know when to fight for your man and
when to let him go. God will guide you kung anong
dapat gawin sa kung anong sitwasyon. So dapat
mataas ang signal ng langit sa cellfone ng puso
mo to know His wisdom.

DATE IDEAS: A walk in the park, along the bay
area watching the sunset, biking! sa big, open
spaces, stargaze at night sa ibabaw ng bubong,
jog @ 5 am and wait for the sunrise, singing with a
guitar (or a walkman) under a tree's shade sharing
hopia and siomai (yikes!). Wag lagi sa mall. Involve
nature. The best things in life pa rin ay free. Di
kailangan gumasta ng malaki para sumaya o
maging romantic. Be creative.

Honesty is the best policy... ika nga ni Jimmy
Santos. Pero laging nasa timing at paraan ng
pagsasabi ang technique. Pag malumanay mong
sasabihin sakin na ipagpapalit mo na ako sa iba o
papatayin mo na ko sa sobrang gigil, Gosh! Mato-
touch pa ko! May lambing eh!

Don't NAG. Sabi ng don't nag e! Sabi ko don't
nag, don't nag, don't naaaaaaggg!!!

Yung effort, sa kahit anong gawain o effort mo ay
laging 2 billion ganda/pogi points yan. Do little> surprises every now and then.

PARA SO HAPPY
TWO-GETHER!!!

wehehehe !!! brurbruggurbrur ubru .... bwuhahahahha !!! grrrrrrrrrrr!! ahhhhh!!!! wuhuhuhuhhahaha!!!! ganyan ako pag-inlove...

love talk for a change

ive been usually asked, why am i still single??? ive been in a relationship before (owwsss really) *ahem* but both of us are still young then maybe thats why it didnt work out. now all i am is either a preacher or psychologist of my beloved friends. i listen to their sweetnothings .... but most of the time mga reklamo at sama ng loob nila sa bf or gf nila. ganun naman talaaga siguro they will only remember their friends thru bad times of their life. which i understand !!! *urgghhh* evillaugh as i always say to my friends "dalawa lang ang klase nang tao ISANG NAGPAPAINTINDI at ISANG UMIINTINDI" malas ko lang kasi ako lagi yung pangalawa. which i understand!!! masarap din minsan magbigay ng payo. kung baga sa inglis e, i provide my shoulder for them to cry on. pero ang minsan, ang masama sa pakikinig sa mga daing nila e, you became numb at nakaka-phobia na rin. banat nga sa akin ng dati ko officemate "paranoid" daw ako na akala ko mangyayari din sa akin yung bagay na yun. alam ko ... alam ko .... minsan ganun ako guilty na nga e.... wehehe. basta right now "TRUST" is much more important to me than "LOVE." kasi i believed that when you trust your partner so much that will only means that you love her/him close to be unconditional. *bow*

blubber of my mind

i was on my way home, when suddenly raindrops start to fall on my cheeks.

at first i just wipe it off my face

then suddenly rushed came the blood, i get some tissue on my pocket they wipe it as if its nothin.

down came the rain as so as thurder fills the air

i felt so alone that time. i wanna run to the nearest shed but my feet wont move. im so alone ...
if only somebody could just grab my shoulder and push me forward but in the middle of that deserted area, i see none, all i see is myself growing old in time.

its all about the milk

from left to right: Maria Charlize a.k.a. Bea, Aaron Nathaniel a.k.a Aron, and Andrea a.k.a. the future composer/diva

Bea - *hate the name, but cant do anything about it* she was born april 28 of this year, so 1month palang siya. shes a very kyut little girl. shes the daugther of my good friend margie and pol. she is the first baby of our college barkada. so talaga full force and tropa ng ipinanganak siya. all are very excited of this one cute little angel. truly a god sent to all of us. havent got anything more to say with this baby, but im lookin forward to see her growing up to be a wonderful and lovable gal.

Aron - my bud .. one of my allies. he is the son of my cousin lea and aris. sobrang bibo at kulit. fond of copying everything, specially those things he sees on tv commercial. both wacky and witty at the same time, afraid of riding someones car eventhough na nandun kami sa loob. eat everything but his favorite is "ice cream." this guy will surely grow tall and wise.

Andrea - rachel's sister (one of my college tropa), just met her yesterday sa bahay nila rachel dahil fiesta. she is 4 yrs old, sobrang daldal. i asked her what she liked to be when she grow up, her answer " to be an artista" kung dati you will always hear kids saying they want to be doctor, teacher, etc. ngayon ask a bunch of kids. you'll see na the stats for those who want to be an artista is fairly or even more than those who want to be a doctor or teacher. dahil na rin siguro sa impluwensya ng mga talent search (scq and starstruck). so my next question to her is of course " what her talent is"? she reply "singing, dancing and acting" so i ask her to sing a song for us. without thinking twice she belt her heart out with the song "can this be love" by Sarah Geronimo. but one thing thats really make us all laugh that night was her version of bamboo's NOYPI here's how she sing it "HOY PINOY AKO ... PAKINGGAN NYO MGA BULONG SA IYO" thats like hitting two birds in one stone. pinagsamang kitchie at bamboo, here is another one "WAG NA WAG MONG SASABIHIN NA HINDI MO NADAMA ITONG PAGIBIG KONG HANDANG IBIGAY NYO NA SANA ANG KALAYAAN KO" my tropa and i cant help but laugh last night so as a treat, we take her to the "perya" and ride a catterpillar. then went home .... *sigh*

what do you call this? alms???

got my paycheck today, but i dont think it cud be called as a good one, coz its only 2000pesos (thats two weeks of work), well thats less than what low paying job pays. damn ... i got gimik today and next week??? *sigh* how could i fit that amount for those two gimiks ... wehehe .. and also i still give money to nanay, but with this amount i dont think i will be able to give any. here is my budget:

2 weeks budget
200 pesos for two weeks of MRT
280 pesos for two weeks of jeepney expenses
1000 pesos for two weeks of food(which include bfast, lunch and merienda)


TOTAL Php 1560.00

woah!!! that will be Php440.00 pesos left on my budget ... sucks!!! i would not have any money left to deposit on my savings. tsk tsk tsk what do you think?? with this kind of salary??? will i lived? ..... should i resign on my job and look for a better one? *sigh* decision ... decision ... decision..... help me???? plz?????

Star WArs *beybe*

mga bagay na dala ko nang manood kami ng Star Wars 3 ......







nakakatuwa kasi mali pala yung "DARK VADER" ang tama pala "DARTH VADER" .... o ano ba man ang tama ... hindi talaga ako fan???? wuhuhuh ... sorry ...

tito ernie

my head aches ... my back aches ... pano ba naman kagabi nabasa ako ng malakas na ulan. maaga kasi akong umuwi, dahil sabi ni ate sonia pupunta sila ng bahay at mapapatype ulit ng resume ni kuya rowen.ayon nun palabas ako ng opis medyo ambon pa lang, pero nung nakababa na ako ng mrt sa may quezon ave. todo lakas ng ulan, e wala pa naman waiting shed sa quezon avenue. hindi ko alam, pero pag umuulan, sasabayan pa yan ng hirap ng pagsakay ... nakauwi ako nang basang-basa to the highest level, pero ang nakakatuwa kahapon e hindi naman pala pumunta sina ate sonia dahil nga ang lakas din ng ulan sa kanila, at natatakot silang mabaha... kaya eto ngayon masakit ang katawan ko, na para bang magkakasakit ako. sabi ko kahapon "hindi ako magkakasakit, kasi umiinom ako ng vitamins." pero sa lupit ng panahon dito sa pinas di siguro sapat ang bitamina lang. tulad na lang kaninang umaga, sobrang init naman. mga ilang araw na rin naglalaro sa 35 to 39 degrees and temperatura, dulot nun sa akin?? "para akong naligo sa pawis sa tuwing darating ako ng opis!!!!" maglakad ka ba naman mula mrt station hanggang emerald e... ?? tapos ngayon eto, umuulan na naman .. kahit sinong malakas ang resistensya malamang magkasakit sa pabago-bagong klima ng pinas... tsk tsk tsk
teka nandito boss ko, mag fi-field work daw sya bukas!! sus ... may bago ba??? at as if naman na we care??? *tawang demonyo*. balik tayo sa usapang panahon, nabasa ko sa dyaryo sa taguig daw may isang baklang namatay sa heatstroke ... kebabaredad!!! namatay sa sobrang init?? ayon sa balita nagpahinga lang daw nang sandali ang biktima nang i-check ng friend nya sa kwarto .. ala na paktay na ang bading ... tsk tsk tsk lupet talaga .....

kulang ang salita

magulo ang pag-iisip
gustong magisa
ayaw nang may kasama
malungkot ... balisa
mas piniling magmukmuk

pinipigil ... hinaharang ...
nararamdama'y ayaw nang pakawalan
natatakot .. nalilito ...
di alam kung kanino
kalaban ... kakampi
hindi alam kung magtitiwala
'di na alam kung dapat pang maniwala.

problema'y di masabi
problema'y di mapaliwanag
heto na .. heto na ...
kinakatakutang ban'da
lilipas ... lilipas
pighati't paghihirap
unti - unti kong tinitipa
humihingi ng tulong
ngunit kanino
nalilito ... naguguluhan
bahala na ...
yun na lang ang natitirang paraan

what i want to tell you ...

my officemate and i watched star wars 3 last saturday. its fairly good i should say, this is just a perspective of a person who never watched any of the previous movie. one thing that makes the movie good is the elements present on it. pinagsamang bago at luma, simula pa lang ng movie you will be amazed, sabi nga ni dada if you have phobia on heights malulula ka talaga. the movie starts with the chase scene ng mga spaceships. but in the end the movie boils down to one point, it will explain how anakin became part of the dark side and started to be called "dark vader"

Sunday ... yesterday! nanay at my relatives sa violago at nia went to kuya marco's house blessing. as usual naghintay kami sa mcdo edsa dahil doon lagi kami nagkikita and as i expected they'll be late. again kaya nga malakas ang loob kong makipagpustahan kay ate sonia. i bet one big mac meal kapag nauna sila sa mcdo. but it turned out na kahit nauna kami, hindi nya pa rin pala ako illilibre. sigh masaya yung occasion, nagrent sila ng videoke, i ate a lot, kuya marco ask me to drink with them so i did. i drink one shot of red wine and scotch. ok yung red wine kasi nakatikim na naman ako nun. but in the scotch, yuk!!!! may aftertaste, mapakla pa... wehehe... after nun i felt a little tipsy so natulog na lang ako sa kwarto. umuwi kami mga around 6pm. dumiretso kami sa house ni ate sonia to eat dinner then eventuially went hom to rest .... sigh

singit lang, meron billboard ad yung company namin along south superhighway, so as we pass, i kept on searchin for it, nakakalahati na kami sa highway di ko pa rin makita, sumakit na nga leeg ko kakatingala. then suddenly nanay shouts "erwin i-manila o?" at yun nakita ko yung ad, its in between sucat and bicutan. it shows and old guy and a kid .. playing. havent got a long glimpse at it, but my perception. i doesnt tell anything bout internet connection. not unless you stopped then read all the tagline under the picture. e highway kaya yun..... sigh

X's,

shouts sa mga matiyagang readers ko ..... jan, k, yeen, and some of my tridel friends. ... im out ..

upadate:

i already uploaded a music video on my other blogsite .... plz do visit it .... LSS

they blocked blogspot today!!!

di ko lam kong ano ang dahilan nila para i-blocked ang blogspot?
dahil kaya nabasa nila yung last entry ko? o wala lang gusto lang nila
blocked yung mga site na pedeng magbigay ng libangan ... wihihi.
sinulat ko yung blog na yun kasi yun ang nararamdaman ko towards the
company and if ever they will talked to me bout it, ill bluntly tell
them that i just writing what i want and what i feel. besides i have my
own blog eversince i got here in tridel... yan sinabi ko na
ung name nung company ulit hindi ko tinutuligsa o criticize
and company, all im saying is that we as a sales team should get some
support from other department. ika nga ng isa kong client
"COORDINATION." if they want us sales people to flood the company with
sales they should back us up with a good promo, specially right now na ang
dami nang sumusulpot na mga ISP's. my blogmate "K" told me to talked
with my boss, maybe i should , nagiipon lang ko ng lakas ng loob.
napapatanong tuloy ako, who's fault is it? should certain websites
should be blocked sa isang opisina? if yes, what good will give
the company?

laziness + my company = *wapak*

ive been workin here at our company for almost 4mos and im very much guilty of not workin my ass so hard here but instead being a so called burden pa .... i have plans of resigning due to that reason. hindi ko alam pero lagi akong tinatamad na magtrabaho. is it bcoz of my boss? is it bcoz of my officemate? or is it just bcoz of me being too lazy to work? ayokong masanay yung sarili ko na maging unproductive o maging tamad, what if one day tawagan ako ng isang kompayang malaki at i-hire ako. i dont want to look like a fool!!! estupid!!! at tatamad-tamad. i was never like this, when i was in ePLDT ive never been lazy, nanginginig na ang tuhod ko kapag alam kung late ako. tinatapos ko ang work ko everyday coz i know ako rin naman ang mahihirapan evetually. but dito sa tridel, di ko pa ginawa yun (siguro nung mga unang araw). guilty talaga ako!!! let me tell you bout my work background lang naman i do sales over the phone, we sell internet connection whether it be dial-up, dsl, website builder and sort basta related to internet. not bad diba? and also there is a huge market for our product. but its still really hard to sell one .. why? thats the big question? here is my analogies kung bakit mahirap:

1. Competiton - una na dyan yung mga big telco's na talagang mas malaki at mabigat ang facilities nila.

2. Brand Recognition - kulang sa advertisement ang company, one is from a radio station tuwing 8am sa isang di ganun kasikat na fm station at wala pa atang 15mins yung ad. napakinggan ko na yun at walang kadating-dating parang announcement lang. you wont even recognize na internet service and ina-advertise. also they have an ex-deal with manila bulletin, na once in a while naglalabas ng ad sa broadsheet nila. i once asked my boss bout it. she told me that instead of spending money putting up billboards, commercials etc... they'll hire people na lang. kasi nga the only way that they promote there product is by "words of mouth" ... which is the cheapest but para sa akin ang hindi pinaka effective. why? first of all hindi lahat ng naging client mo will say good things about your product and once manyari yun sasabihin nya yun sa kaibigan nya at yung kaibigan nya sasabihin sa kapitbahay nya and so on ....

3. Price - our unlimited connection is P650 versus our competition na may presyong ranging to P250 to P450.... sigh and the company dont want to lower their price. their reasons ; (1) ayaw nilang maging low class; (2) malulugi ang company; (3) hanggang dun na lang ang kayang ibaba ng price. my reaction, hindi nga ganun kakilala yung product ayaw mo pang babaan yun price.... sus!!!!

4. Product Bypassing (kung meron man nito) -naglabas sila ng prepaid card. P100 for 30 hrs of internet at may free offpeak hours from 12MN to 6am. kung ako yung tipikal na customer who doesnt use internet that much i wont sign up for a postpaid account ill just use the card. ang masama pa nito most of the clients that we offer internet are from businesses who belong to small and medium scale, na malamang hindi madalas gumamit ng net. pag nalaman nila may card na kami they would prefer getting the card, instead of signing up with a postpaid acount at ang pinakamalupit dito, same line lang din ang tinatakbuhan ng line at prepaid. so thats means pareho lang ng quality!!! nagaagawan ng market share yung prepaid and postpaid nila ... sigh

what am i trying to imply here??? "RISK" they have to take risk if they want to stay in the market, besides the service is good. ako binigyan nila ako ng 15 hours free every month and i havent encountered any problem with it at mabilis and connetction pumapatak na 55Kbps ... they just need to make the brand known, tamed there price a bit (if possible) e kasi pagkilala na naman ang product nila they can increase it na eventually ... let me wrap this up baka humaba pa. here is a story ... wehehe. i have a friend workin at pacific internet direct competition nakasabay ko sya sa dyip, syempre bilang old buddies nagtanungan kami kung saan kami work? i told her sa dito nga sa company 'ito.... akala ko naman may idea na siya bout our company kasi nga we are selling the same service, but instead sabi nya lang "Saan yun?? anong nature ng business nyo??? *wapak* ngek!!! sinabi ko sa kanya we are selling internet just like their company. she told me she never heard of our product. nakakalungkot even the competiton doesnt know that we exist. tsktsktsk .... i have the same encounter with another friend na nagwowork sa mozcom. but i wont tell you bout it na kasi pareho lang sila ng sinabi .....

trabahong di ko naman dapat trabahuhin

umaabsent ako nun monday para ma-renew ko yung mga requirements ko kasi hinihingi na ng opis dahil probitionary na ko ... di ko lam kong dapat ako matuwa o wala lang. pero di yun ang istorya, nagulat na lang ako nun tuesday pag-pasok ko lahat halos ng tao sa sales e may blog na!!! halong tuwa at kaba ako...kasi baka i-block na naman yun blogger site, tulad ng ginawa nila sa friendster at ym. pero hindi pa naman! (sa ngayon?? di ko lam sa susunod na araw). sina jm at butsok nagpatulong sa akin pagdating sa blog nila, hindi dahil magaling ako, kundi ako ang nagpakilala sa kanila ng blog. yipppeee!!! di ko lam kung na-inspired sila sa blog ko, o gusto lang nilang pataubin ako. hmmmppp... bisitahin nyo yung blog nila, kasi tinulungan ko sila kumuha ng template. salamat sa blogskin, haloscan, shoutbox at sa suporta nila laryuki at dada. iba talaga ang impluewnsya ng BLOG!!!!

here are there sites: JM'S ....... Butsok

thinking-out-loud

di ako nakapag blog nang 3 days, so let me tell what happen to me ...
nung saturday i go to the office kasi may duty ako from 8:30am to 12:30pm, tried to work for an hour.. call some of the residential clients who tried the demo online but havent got anything from them .. lahat sila not interested, after.. larry, dada and I watched windstruck sa laptop ill make an entry bout the movie next time nun gabi nagdance revo kami ni dada sa glicos megamall kasama sina evie, aldous, trevor (anak ni evie), and larry. sabay tawag sa akin si pauline, inviting me na gumimik sa metrowalk dito sa ortigas, kasama yung mga college friends nyang girls. my first answer was "yeah sure" but ive been thinking twice kasi kagigimik lang namin last fri sa metrowalk din and besides paubos na yung budget kong pera. so i said "NO" nung mga 1hour na lang bago kami umalis. syempre pauline got mad or maybe just frustrated and told me na "sana hindi na lang ko nag-yes" but i told her na i dont have any money to spend. she told me sya rin naman. so i said 'ok fine i'll go with you... aldous and larry come with us as well. dahil sa wala kaming money nagyayang kumain muna sa carenderia sa POEA si larry but i refuse to go so sila na lang dalawa ni aldous ang tumuloy . then sumunod na lang sila sa metrowalk. nang makarating kami sa metrowalk... we started ordering beer and pulutan, i was struck by the fact kung ano na nga ba ng nangyayari sa akin, this isnt what i plan my life will be. made me think na hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko with the things that im doing. i tried to have fun that night but with three bottles of beer and a little sip of vodka, my mind give up.... eto na na naman ako. alcohol really has a different effect on me. it makes me SHUT UP.... thats how my mind and body reacts with alcohol. kung yun iba e nagiging madaldal at nasasabi kung ano talaga ang nasa loob nila , ako iba.. i tend to shut my mouth and listen to my thoughts .. and during those times my thoughts are telling me if im doing the right things? ... and why am i doing these to myself? those are the things that I want to say through all the people there (kahit na ala naman talagang tao that time). but something is stopping me from bursting some words into my mouth, its my HEART maybe it is afraid that i might say things that i should not...

my blog

halos isang linggo ko nang pinaghihirapang i-renovate ang blog ko. mahilo-hilo na ko sa kakatingin at kakatsamba sa paggawa ng codes sa HTML, ang masaya dun marami na kong natutunan. di naman sa pagmamayabang pero halos lahat ng basic HTML ay alam ko na. wehehe .... comment naman kayo sa itsura ng blog ko ... laitin nyo ang dapat at purihin nyo rin yung karapat-dapat.... isa na lang ang malaki ko problema yung credits button ko sobrang layo ng spaces????? :( sana may tumulong sa akin.

di ako ma "L"...

kanina habang nagbre-break kami, hindi ko sinasadyang marinig ang usapan ng kaopisina ko, tanong?? ano ang pinaguusapan nila?? basta eto yung senaryo:

Girl 1 : Hoy!!! Girl 2 wala na ko "L"

Napaisip ko ano kaya ang ibig sabihin ng "L" na yun? Naglaro ang "L" na yun sa isip, maraming mga salita namuo sa aking utak. Kesyo ganyan ... Kesyo ganito ... Kesyo .... Kesyo. Saglit kong nagisip at sinubok na magtanong sa iba kong kasama, tinawanan nila ako ng banggitin ko ang usap nina Girl 1 at Girl 2. Ako'y napatanong, hindi pa man din kasi nila alam ang ibig sabihin ng "L" e natatawa na sila. Tsk tsk tsk. Sinubukan namin ni kumpanyerang Dada gamitin ang salitang "L." Eto ang kinalabasan ng maukilkil naming utak:

Dada : MA-"L" = malandi
Airwind: MA-"L" = maligaya
Dada: MA-"L" = malunok (ito yung habang kumakain sya ng biko)
Airwind: MA-"L" = malatik (medyo related dun sa biko ni dada)

At kung ano-ano pang Ma-"L" na salitang hindi ko na pedeng sabihin dahil may mga batang nagbabasa nito (pede Airwind??) Basta hindi ko MA-"L" as in hindi ko maLiLimutan 'tong araw na 'to, na dahil sa "L" e may nablog ako. Sana nga mawala na rin ang "L" ko, "lungkot" .......

gaano katamad ang mga pinoy???

eto lang naman ay obserbasyon ko sa tuwing pumapasok ako sa opisina.... anumang puna at batikos ay aking tatanggapin, ngunit ang inyong sandaling paghanga at pag-sangayon ay lubos kong ikakasaya

1. papara ng dyip sa tapat mismo ng gate ng bahay nila - minsan atawid na lang ng intersection di pa magawa. ito yung mga taong hindi ko malaman kung kuripot lang talaga dahil sinusulit nila yung binayad nila o talagang sobrang tamad lang. tapos galit pa sila kapag lumagpas sila??? pinoy nga naman. ma taxi na lang kaya kayo!!!

2. mga pink male urinals - para sa akin di lang kakulangan ng disiplina ang pinapakita ng "ihian" na ito kundi katamaran na rin ng pinoy... marami naman kayang establisimentong pwedeng ihian? hindi pedeng sabihin babae lang ang marunong magpigil!!! duh!!! iwan ko ba pero ako i wont attempt na umihi dun, besides sobrang panghe at bantot. di ko nga lam kung bakit tinotolerate yung gawaing ganun ng mga lalaking pinoy. di parang sinabi na rin nilang walang masama sa pagihi sa kalye??? duh ulit!!! nakakahiya talaga!!!

3. mga tagaligpit at tagalinis ng table sa mga fast food chain - ang pagkakaalam ko sa ibang bansa e kanya-kanya. yun daw ang gamit ng tray kapag kumain ka sa jollibee, mcdo .... etc. para atleast madaling ligpitin at itapon sa basurahan. biktima rin naman ako ng ganitong gawi pero may magagawa pa ba ko yun na ang nakasanayan ko, wehehe baka mamaya pag nilinis ko yung kinainan ko pagtawanan ako ng ibang tao......

4. mga pedestrian lane na hindi naman ginnagamit - sa sobrang tamad ng mga pinoy maglakad, kahit nga siguro 5 hakbang na lang e nasa tamang tawiran na sila ay hindi pa rin magawa. mas gugustuhin pa nilang mag-jaywalk. tapos pagbasagasaan sila, kasalanan ng drayber.....tsk tsk tsk ...

sa ngayon ito pa lang ang napapansin kong mga "katam" ng mga pinoy .... hindi sa sinisisi ko ang mga kapwa nating pinoy, pero sana sa simpleng paraan laman nang pagsunod e magawa natin. starting from ourselves, let us be aware of what are we doing. if we think na hindi yun tama, then wag na nating ituloy..... ~_~

enter at your own risk

i know some of my closest friends and my family are reading my blog and i really appreciate na nagiiwan sila ng comment coz thats the only way for me to know na nadalaw sila. i havent found a good counter yet that can tell me who goes to my blog and read my entries, coz till now hindi pa rin naman ako "henyo" pagdating dito. i been hearing some people here in the office opening my site, which makes me happy in a way, but for them to judged me with the things i wrote here, tingin ko out of bounce na ata. what im writing here is the truth bout what i feel, im just expressing the feelings na hindi ko masabi in words. i would really appreciate it kung sana pagdadaan kayo, you will leave message kahit "hello" lang and include your name too. that way i could thank you for wasting your time lookin at my blog eventhough some of my entries are nonsense or rather most of it which is by the way "i dont care." as i always say i have this blog for me to have something to looked back when im old drama!! peace!!!

a new book to pounder

i went to mia's house yesterday (former officemate) so i can borrow her book whom ive been dying to buy but havent got the money to do so. it was another "Paulo Coelho" book entitled "Veronika Decides to Die." ive once read the bestselling book of Coelho which is "the Alchemist" which is definitely a must read i must say. on the other hand this book speak bout veronika a girl who decides to overdose herself with sleeping pills, but instead of dying she end up being inside an asylum wherein she has 5 days to live due to heart failure.

thats all i know about the book as of now. di ko lam but i find myself deep into a different place whenever im reading. its like listening to the character as if they are talking to me. i make me go out from where im standing right now, it give me the space that ive been wanting to have for the nth time and sometimes i even find answer to all the question that i have been thinking of my whole life. thats how i love reading books!!!

who says friends are hard to find???

company outing is over .. but hey i had a lot of fun. im absent for two more days kasi nagkasore throat ako. pano ba naman walang kamatayan videoke kami ng tropahan nun 21st. inabot kami ng 4am sa sobrang paglango sa videoke. i would definitely miss my tropa here in "tridel", that is the only thing that i will definely regret kapag umalis ako. they are loads of fun to be with and besides walang ka-angst -angst 'tong mga taong ito. (Totoong tao baga') never a dull moment whenever were together. tuwing nagreresign ako sa isang kompanya isa lang naman ang lubos kong ikinalulungkot yung mga taong maiiwan ko at nakapalagayan ko ng loob. kahit na sabihin natin na we will still keep in touch? iba pa rin yun talagang kasa-kasama mo everyday. nagpapasalamat na rin ako at nakilala ko sila sa tridel coz they are one of the main reason why im still wasting my time workin here .....

~if you want to see more pictures click nyo lang yung photo~

Hala !!! Lagot!!!

im bout to post a different blog sana today .. but somethin bothered me."Our H.R.'s email." Here it is:

Hello People,

We have to ask all staff to please confine yourself to Tridel premises when smoking and chatting. Do not smoke/ loiter in the stairwells or other offices' lobbies. Unless you have business with these other offices please refrain from hanging around these places. Should you have business in these areas, please mind your conduct.

We received a report that Tridel employees (identified through their ID's) were loitering in another office's lobby chatting and flicking ashes on the floor. To avoid embarrassment, please conduct yourself with finesse at all times but most especially when you are identifiable as a Tridel Employee. We don't want to hear that Tridel Employees are blacklisted because of lack of decorum.

(You have 2 new words to look up. Finesse and Decorum. It's very important that you understand the meaning of these words.)
Thanks and regards,

Why am i bothered? coz im one of them ... madalas kasi kaming tumambay sa 8th flr sa taas ng office namin. not becoz we want to loiter, it think thats not the correct word for it. smoking? yes some of my officemate does, pero in regards to flicking ashes on the floor ...they also do that (counted ba yun?) hehe.And sometimes i also see some of them smoking on our area here. Anyway if only they provide us people who wasn't manong ang manang a space well maybe we will not go to that place anymore. i know .. i know ... some of it is our fault. o sige na konsensya, kami na may kasalanan!!! *sigh* nakakalungkot tuloy kasi they think na us people who go there lack decorum and finesse, which is not true at all.!!!! maybe these should serve as a lesson to us .... but still im pissed!!! bahala na kayong mag comment.

Hummmmm.......*thinking*

Airwind: Hello???? Tao po!!! Pede pa ba ko dito? (with matching echoooo...)
Hik! Musta na ang blog kung sinta? Medyo natagalan ang pag-blog ko a.... hehe... hindi naman ako busy. Kaya lang may nagintroduce sa akin ng isang kewl na site at nacreate ako ng account dun. Medyo na addict ako e. Check it out (link). Dyan ako napadalas tumambay. Hehe ... akala ko nga maraming makakamiss sa akin tulad ng idol kong si Chona! Ngek! Ala pala. Bwuhahaha. Basta gusto ko pa rin magpasalamat sa mga nasa links ko special mention si Ka Edong, Batjay at si Yeen. Dont worry kahit hindi ko post dito sa blog koim still reading your entries.
Di ko mention Isadora kasi naguguluhan ako sa blog nya...(sori po) ang daming kulay, ah basta naguguluhan ako.Gusto ko pa namam yung mga previous entries nya. Nyaks! Good news po! May sarili na kong pc dito sa opis. Opo nagprovide na rin sila after 3months (ang bilis nga e) . At balak pa pala nila kong sopresahin, kaya lang yun ang aga kong pumasok nun araw na yun kaya naabutan ko silang nase-setup nun pc. Nabulilyaso ko yung surprise nila! Hik! Nyahaha!! Kung kakamustahin nyo yung work ko, ok naman. Naka-qouta ko last month. Yipeeee! Thanks sa mga nauto ko. Bwehehehe. Ngayon buwan na to, isa lang iniintay ko ang aming dyandyarararan OUTING!!! Opo, tama po kayo may outing kami sa batangas sa 22nd. At excited kaming lahat, lalo na ko kasi yun lang ang time kong makapag relax. Bwehehhe. O siya haba na 'to baka tamarin na kayong magbasa...

puno sa gilid ng daan

nakita ko 'tong puno to ng pauwi na kami ni joms galing sa botokan.march ngayon pero bakit naglalagas yun mga puno.....

Ang globe nga naman!!!

Im planning to post pictures sana taken from “botokan” isang lugar sa labas ng camp caringal. Salamat kay jomar at narating ko ang lugar na yun. Nagsend ako kahapon ng 6 na photos from my cell thru my yahoo email, but I haven’t received any of them. Kaninang umaga nagtry ulit ako magsend ng isa pa, pero still I didn’t get it. So tinawagan ko ang globe to complain. But they don’t give me any good answer, all they say is wala naman daw problem sa end nila. Pero hindi nila pagwawalang bahala yung situation at irereport nila ito sa tech dept nila. (lagi naman yun ang script nila e) tapos dun daw sa nabawas na load ko, papasahan na lang daw nila ako ng 15pesos na load. Ok na sana kaya lang 5 working days pa raw bago ko matanggap. Aba, iba na yan!! Sabi ko “5days para sa 15php na load” and sagot “sir pasensya na po kasi ganon po ang policy naming dito” . wala akong magawa kundi ang ngumawa na lang sa tabi ng table ko (joke!!!) sabi ko sa operator “sige intayin ko na lang”. iba talaga ang lakas ng GLOBE!!!!!

my inspiration

While im reading post of sassy lawter's blog she talked bout this 5 yrs old girl name isabela. She is under chemotherapy right now due to a certain type of disease na ngayon ko lang nalaman. It was called neuroblastoma. Cant help but feel pity towards her. But when I saw her photos, I cant help but smile and feel ashamed but thinking so. She’s such a wonderful little girl. Angelic face, nice set of eyes and a lovely smile that definetly I wont forget. Hindi ko lam basta there is something bout her that makes me stare for so long. (sure ko hindi ko siya kamag-anak). There is this aura in her that so strong na nakakahawa. Made me think na how lucky I am na tumanda ako ng ganito na alang complications. What im feeling right now is more of envy than pity. Envious of her, coz she never losses hope and she doesn’t mind having that said diseases. I just wish and pray for her immediate cure.
She served as an inspiration for me to do well in my job and stop complaining … never lose hope, instead give my best in all that I do.

mrs. crap

*sigh* hindi talaga mawawala ang salsapunga (bwisit) sa buhay ng tao. akala ko pa naman ay magiging tahimik ang buhay ko dito sa trabaho. nagkamali ako ... nakilala ko si mrs crap, isang babae na sobra kong manlait and her alibi is prangka daw kasi siya at sinasabi niya lang ang gusto nyang sabihin. (point take) but everthing has their limit and enough is enough. ang nakakatuwa dito kay mrs crap e wala siyang pinipili na asarin whether babae, lalake o ano ka pa man. kilalang-kilala sya sa opis kasi dati syang empleyado dito. ngayon nalipat na siya ng ibang opisina. pero madalas nagpupunta sya dito sa opis para mangasar o mangbuska ng mga tao at sympre hindi ako nakaligtas sa kanya. madalas pagnakikita nya ako ay sinisira nya talga ang araw ko. para bang may demonyo na bumubulong sa isip nya na "aking alagad, asarin mo yang taong yan ... sirain mo ang araw nya" syempre bilang masunuring alagad she will do it. without having any second thought kung makakasakit sya o hindi. after nun she will ask you "naaasar ka na ba?" (with making smirk on her chubby face) minsan gusto ko syang kausapin at tanungin ko sya kung ano ang problema nya? kulang ba sya sa atensyon? baka nga? kasi ang alam ko ang mga taong ganun kundi kulang sa pansin e talgang likas na! tinawag ko syang crap kasi yun na yun siya. umaalingas at nagpapansin sa mga taong nagdaraan. but i wont step on her coz shes not worthy..... bwuhahahahaha

unproductive

thats how i described my day today. "one big unproductive day" . dapat may meeting kami ng 2:30 today pero hindi pumasok yung boss ko so hindi sinali yung department namin. hindi ko nga maintindihan e kung bakit di man lang kami inaya ng ibang dept. *sigh* pero teamwork ang isa sa vision ng company ito tinamad ako mag call out ng client. may na close akong isa yun client ko na hindi ko akalain na kukuha, kahapon sinubukan kong basahin yung mga old post ko, napansin ko papangit ng papangit yung post ko haaayyyyy .... hindi ko natuwa sa mga psot ko hindi na entertaining. wake up call sa akin to!!! .... ill make up for my loses...... see yah again

everything is worth living

i consider my day today as a so-so kinda type of day. nothin fancy happened. i almost finish with my book. most of my officemates asked me why do i read it, my answer is that im just curious and i never found a book that is very bold and blunt like da vinci code. di ko napanood ang amazing race 7 today ngayon pa naman ang pilot episode nila. abangan ko na lang yung repeat ng gabi. urgghhh.. kuya frendell (hehe) tnx nga pala sa comment ahh. yes u are right hindi lang naman ako ang hindi nakameet ng quota the other dept has some also. pero on our dept all of them are celebrating (besides me) dahil na ka-quota sila.anyway, before i got here i told myself that ill just do my job and the hell i care with other people. if i wont sell for 3 months, that only means that this job is not for me.......

1st day of march

im so pressured today, kasi hindi ko na meet yung quota ko last month however all of my officemates hit their quota. nahihiya nga ako sa sarili ko so i really have to make up for this month. ang nakakatuwa (actually nakakainis) yung mga client ko for this month puro promise... sana lang yung mga promise nila e matupad. i also celebrated my 1st month here at the office last feb 24. aba! hindi ko akalain na tatagal ako ng ganon. *sigh* buong araw akong nagtrabaho ng sobra by 3pm nagkaroon kami ng seminar for building website (na hindi ko masyadong na gets) it tooked 1 1/2 hours yung session some of my officemates are sleepy na kasi malamig sa conference room. di ko nga pala naikwento, sa sobrang pagtitipid ng comp may oras ang aircon. pagdating ng 11am patay na ang ac bubuksan ulit ng 1:30pm. tapos pagdating ng 4:30 pm patay ulit at bukas na bubuksan ulit. kaya ayon nanlilimahid na kami paglabas ng opisina. pinoy talaga!!! balik tayo sa story ko. tapos ng meeting subsob na naman ako sa tawag... right now pauwi na ko. magisa nga lang ako ngayon uwi kasi si pao sasamahan si jay-r sa interview nya. pagod ako ngayong araw na to sobra. kaya sige na .. till next time

pasaway!!!

kanina on my way to work, habangsubsob ako sa kababasa ng da vinci na nasa klimaks na ko... may isang matandang babae sumakay siguro mga 60 above na yung age nya. may dalang bayong. tumabi siya sa akin. ok naman wala naman siyang amoy. nang makalahati na kami sa biyahe naglabas ba naman ng sigarilyo at nagsindi sa loob ng dyip. pucha!!!! gusto kong batukan e... sya pa naman yung tipong matanda na ang kapal ng make-up sa mukha at masungit as in parang yung mga lolang gumaganap na aswang sa films. sayang yung get up ko today uusukan nya lang pala ako. ang masama dun e di ko lam kung ano ang gagawin ko si lola tuloy lang sa paghithit-buga nya. di ko na nga rin mapagpatuloy yung pagbabasa ko. bwisit talaga!!! gusto kong sabihan pero sa itsura nung matanda mukhang bibigwasan ako e. kaya umusog na lang ako papalayo sa kanya. pero iba talaga ang tindi ni manang lahat ng tao nakatingin na sa kanya yung iba pa nga nagtatakip na ng panyo. siya dedma lang parang kanyang yung dyip!!! pinoy nga naman!!! matatandang alang pinagkatandaan....

"taning"

kinakabahan ako buong araw today, kasi simula pagkagising ko sumasakit na ang dibdib ko. pakiramdam ko i have a certain sakit na pede na kong taningan. wehehe. serious ... feelin ko its has something to do with my heart. i know i know i have to go to a doctor to make sure. pero totoo pala yung nakakatakot na malaman yung diagnostic sa iyo. itong sakit na to almost a month ko nang nararamdamam. sabi ni mia nakaranas na rin daw sya nito before and her doctor says na parang asthma daw. ang hirap huminga....... what im thinking is siguro kulang lang ko sa exercise kasi nahinto na ang pagbabadminton ko and i also need to watch what im eating, kasi simula ng mawalan ako ng trabaho medyo nag-gain ako ng weight. enough bout this ill have to do something bout it.... and i need to see a doctor.

*banana kek*

lahat ay nakaabang
sa pagdating ng nagiisang hirang
si manong na tindera
pangpatid gutom ang tahan

lahat kami napapahinto
lalo't amoy nang iyong paninda'y nasasamyo
di kami makapigil
puntahan ika'y aming gagawin

manong ano ang iyong tinda
mam sir meron po akong "banana kek"
malambot, masarap at kahali-halina
siguradong pagod at hirap di mo maaalintana

pabili na isa ang wika ni dada
sabay dukot ng barya sa kanyang bulsa

o kay saya at kay halina
tikman nyo pakiramdam nyo'y mag-iiba
"banana kek" o kahali-halina
nais nami'y araw -araw ka namin makita!!!!

one book that definitely a must read

matagal ko nang naririnig ang librong "the da vinci code". sa wakas nabili ko rin siya. sobrang ganda yung plot nun novel hindi lang syan entertaining may halo pa siyang educational factor. kung gusto mo matuto sa arts or renaissance history this is the book you been lookin for. ang dami kong natutunan wala pa man din ako sa kalahati nun libro. kagabi nga halos di ko makatulog kasi sobrang ganda na nung part nabinabasa ko. i wont be shocked kung sa susunod na taon e nasa film na rin ito at isa ko sa unang manonood nito. basahin nyo kasi iba talaga! o sige na i have to work na dito sa opis. here is the cover of the book:

while im searching for the book cover, nalaman ko na it will be put on film next year 2006 at ang lupit kasi si idol tom hanks ang artist. lalong naexcite tuloy ako... and there is one book na illustrated na rin. kasi ang nabili ko lang e yung paperback kasi malamang mahal yun!! next time pag mayaman na ko lahat ng book na bibilhin ko yung mgah ard bound na o kaya illustrated na rin. yipppeee!!! (next book ko rules of four... tnx to mia for giving me books na best talga)

pictures na di ko ma upload

yeen sorry hirap kong magupload ng pictures before kasi im using yahoo photos. nagtry ko sa multiply gumawa ng accnt. yun nagwork. malamang dito na ko magupload ng photos. enjoy ill post more soon. kasi magbayad ang pagupload im sending it kasi from my hpone to my email php 3.00 lang naman pero kahit na hirap buhay ngaun.... comment ka sa quality... gamit ko kasi cellphone ko. yung samsung

with ate lea


kyutie-cute2x

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kuya aaron with lola

one day at a time

i got a sale today. well i dont get one everyday. but contrary, im not happy nor sad bout it, just contempt na sa wakas i have something that i can slap in front of my boss face. gusto ko sabihin na "o ayan ang benta mo". these things made me feel na hindi talga meant sa akin ang work na ito ... makes me think the umalis na. but one things still remains god give me this job and their are reasons why he do give me this. "take it as a challenge" i've heard that a lot of time, read it on plenty of books but it sure works.

kukuruku

nothin to blog .. yeah i know... i know its been so long since my last blog. this aint me? hmmmpp... maraming rason kung bakit. one, ala kong makwento kasi ala rin naman kwenta ang araw ko. paulit-ulit na lang. pangalawa, wala na kong time kahit na may net connection sa opis busy pa rin. may inimposed na new policy sa opis wherein my boss will check call sheet every hour. which i think is a big crap!!!! nonsense!!!! ewan ko lang kung bakit? the only reason that i could think of is they want to check if people from tele is workin or not. besides that, nonsense na yung iba. yun lang thats all folks!!!!!

first sale

as my title says i just got my first sale today!!! gusto ko sanang mag sisigaw e kaya lang para bang nawalan na ko ng gana. i dont know why maybe its bcoz of the pipol sorrounding me, hindi ko pa matake ang ugali at personality nila. sometimes i naiisip ko na baka their talkin at my back (tama ba?) sometimes you cant really stop gossip inside the office. isa pang nakakainis the company is imposing "TEAMWORK" as our mission. but all i see here inside the office is crab mentality. i dont know buti na lang ive been in an american company somehow i incur some ugali that they have. im not saying that im not proud of being filipino. actually i am but their some things that i dont like bout pinoys. eto yung dalawang malupit na kaugalian na nakakabanas na talga:

1. kulang sa disiplina - example: nakita ng may sign na bawal ang umihi, bawal manigarilyo, at kung ano ano pang bawal. pero ano dedma lang. kasi ang pinapairal yung ugaling walng pakialam yun bang pagiging makasarili.
2. crab mentality - eto ang hindi mabawasbawasan sa ibang ma pinoy, meron akong nabasa dati na nakuha daw natin ito sa pagsakop ng mga spanish sa atin. ewan ko pero kung alam mo naman masama at makakasakit ka bat kailangan mo pang gawin.

eto lang naman ang masasabi ko, everything should have their limits and we should be responsible and careful sa lahat ng actions na ginagawa natin. we should always put ourselves to others person place. that way alam natin kung ano nararamdaman ng ibang tao. and last always be accountable sa lahat ng bagay at desisyon na ginagawa mo.

its payback time

let me start this with a big laugh to all those bitchy secretary that i talked to before. BWUHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. kwento ko lang yung naexperience ko sa ngayon. syempre same i call some prospected clients, may natawagan akong isang malupit na bitch na sobrang conio nageenglish ba naman .this how our conversation goes:

erwin: hello is this (name of the company)
bitchy girl: yes!! (medyo may twang pa to a) why?
erwin: mam this is erwin from i-manila im just inquiring if ur using internet at ur office?
bitchy girl: yeah!! why?
erwin: mam may offer sana kong unlimited dial up ..... (etc)
bitchy girl: ay!!! fax mo na lang sa amin yung proposal!!!
erwin: ano pong fax # nila?
bitchy girl: heres the # blah blah blah blah ....
erwin: kanino ko pa kaya pede i-address yung proposal?
(heres the blairwitch part of our conversation)
bitchy girl: OPEN IT!!!!
erwin: open it????? kanino ko po pede e attention?
bitchy girl: i said OPEN IT!!!! IBIG SABIHIN WAG MO NG LAGYANG NG NAME!!!!
(SABAY BABA NG PHONE)

open it???? di ba dapat leave it blank!!!! hmm??? napaisip tuloy ako. open it??? gusto ko sanang magtanong kung hindi nya ko binagsakan ng "ano pong door ang bubuksan ko?" "ay mam na kalock po e" ngek!!!! nyorks!!! badtrip talaga. conio pa kasi mali naman... hindi naman ako nageenglish. isa syang malaking T.H. as in "TRYING HARD"

no boss day

sigh** dyos ko!! nabua ko yung unang post ko. tinatamad na tuloy ako magpost ulit. anyway basta got no boss today.. i called almost all advertising companies today.. good naman ang naging reception nila sa akin not unlike those big companies sekratrya na mga bitch!!! hahahha.... till enxt time

nothin to blog

proud to say that ive been on TV yesterday with pao, yun bang ive been interviwed by abs cbn. they wanna get my comment bout the economic status ng bansa. all i say is hindi ko ramdam dahil sa dami ng unemployed. ang funny parang ang layo ata ng sagot ko sa tanong. sabi ko nga iba ang pakiramdam kapag nasa harap ka na ng kamera at naiilawan medyo concious at biglang pagpapawisan ka ng malagkit. pumasok agad sa isip ko na mapapanood "to sa news at abs to sa may tfc malamang mapanood to sa ibang bansa. naku!!! nakakahiya. baka sabihin nila non-sense ang sagot ko. sabi nga ni pao dapat nag-segway ako. kaya lang biglang ngblanko ang isip ko hindi nasabi yung gusto ko. leche kasing ilaw yan nakakasilaw. isa pa hindi ko lam kung dapat bang agawin ko yung mic at humarap ako sa kamera. basta ang natatandaan ko lang nakayuko ako the whole time..... what an experience....

no worries....

i lied twice today but iwont tell kung kanino... (pero white lie yun) hehehe. nag half day lang ako ngayon kasi i have to go to pldt boni to get my backpay. wala na sana akong balak pumasok at pumnta na lang kina ate sonia to pay her. but i decided na sige na lang at pumasok na lang ako sweldo rin yun. malaking tulong ang pagtoss ko ng coin para sipagin pa akong pumasok. bumili ako ng libro ni mitch albom yung "five people i meet in heaven". very intriguing yung book lalo na't nabasa ko yung tuesday's with morrie and i really enjoyed it a lot. still ala pa rinako sale for today. but i wont pressure myself to make one (i just dont want too) baka kasi mapraning ako. i know that im not doin well here so malamang hindi ako magtagal.

ang hirap ng work ngayon!!!

daming bitch na nakakausap ko sa phone!!! at marami sa kanila e yung mga nagmamagaling lang yun bang nagdedecide for their boss. bebentahan ko ng service namin sasabihin hindi nila kailangan yun... aywan ko ba. bahala na sila sa sarili nila matanda na sila...... kelan kayo ko bebenta!!! inggit ako dito sa iba kong kasama lagi na lang may benta ako na lagn ang ala!!! nahihiya na rin ako minsan. pero ika nga bago pa lang ako once na masanay na ko dito sa work ko... lalampasuhin ko silang lahat!!!! tsege bukas ulit!!!

*Sigh*

another day is over. buti na lang sir ben will go home at 5pm e ako hanggang 6pm pa, so he let me use his pc for one hour. kaya ako hindi na muna ako work, blog muna ako.. hahaha... ano ba kwento ko today...(thinking) hmm... sarap at hirap ng work ko. masarap kapag mabait at hindi masungit ang nakakausap ko at bebentahan. pero kapag badtrip talagang kausap sarap murahin e. e ang madalas pang mga shit(sorry for the word) e yun mga receptionist lang. yung bang ayaw ka i-transfer sa it dept nila. kala mo naman alam nila yung mga sasabihin kong mga techie stuff..... may iba kapag medyo di na nila ma gets sasabihan ka na lang ng "sige po sir transfer ko na lang sila" eto yung tipong 30mins na kayong magkausap at tipong pabalang kung sumaod ang receptionist.... sayang na sa oras ko. uulitin ko pa ulit sa it head nila. (pinoy nga naman) kinulit ko si mia na bumiling service namin, nag-agree naman siya. isang lang ang pinagdadasal ko ... sana makabenta ako at ma meet ko yung quota ko.... hayyyy .....

things that i learned for the past one week here i the office

i know!!! my last blog is not complete. as always im just using my co-opismate computer and when im almost gonna finish my blog dumating siya so i have to get out of her place. gusto ko sanang magblog at home pero ala na kong time sobrang antok na ko. but im still happy coz my cuzin frendell still kip on posting hes comment onmy blog. tnx for the nth time.. is it true na bawal magluto ng tuyo dyan? just curious?
tumatawag na ko ng mga possible clients, like any other work SOBRANG HIRAP!! but like what mia said (shes my former opismate) "binigay sa iyo yang trabaho na iyan kasi their is something for you there".... yun na lang siguro ang nakakapagpalakas ng loob ko.... the truth im still not happy here at the office pero its a matter of getting used to things. siguro later on i will learn to like my job. medyo bothered ako today, kai before my shift ends may narinig ako na conspiracy. this is in regards to me goin to billing dept almost all the time. kasi naman nandun si pao yung friend ko. i think siguro dapat bawasan ko na yung bagay na yun.!! i still havent know the reason why ? but maybe ill blog it tom once na sinabi sa akin ni pao. i hate this type of feeling, parang hindi ko alam kung paano ako magrereact.... kung sino ang dapat kong pagkatiwalaan. totoo nga kaya na pag kaopisina mo .. kaopisina mo na lang at hindi mo na pedeng maging kaibigan? *sigh*

hassle sa MRT

same as what i do everyday i woke up at 6:30am. planado na ang araw ko i ate tuyo at sinangag nagluto si nanay. umalis ako ng bahay ng 7:15am. nakarating ako ng mrt ng 7:45am. sobrang dami ng tao gustong sumaka

what i learned from winnie the pooh

i read this article from phil star yesterday, its was written by stephanie coyuito...... natuwa ako kasi meron ka palang matututunan sa isang bear na hindi marunong magsuot ng salawal.

1. dont wait for other people to come to you
2. try not to let intellect obscure your intuition
3. however bog you are you need a little tenderness
4. learn to love yourself & others will like you more
5. visualize yourself succeding like pooh and piglet, then watch it happen
6. learn to laugh and laugh
7. start there and now
8. its me (i think)
9. is always being busy worth it?
10. keeping company with pooh means a longer happier life

di na ko input ng mga ideas or explanatio coz i think, lahat tayo can view these in different ways. so it really depends on how you relate urself on this philisophies.....

there something with my day yesterday

yesterday, i just attend the training na sana 9am lang to 5pm. pero its was moved to 10-6pm kasi late yung first speaker. but its very ok kasi may nakilala ako two girls na new hire din. their names are dada and shelly. dada is a fresh grad from up who took up mech eng, shelly on the other hand is a ece grad and also she a sumacumlaude (tama ba yung spelling). such a nice bunch of people kasi we have somethin ni common (that what i know, di ko lam kong sila ganun din) nakakatuwa... kasi boring yung training buti na lang nandun sila to heigthen up the mood. we exchange # and email add's..... nandito na yung mayari ng comp na ginagamit ko so i need to save this at my draft na lang, and ill continue it na lang sa haus.....
dito pa rin ako sa opis, buti na lang mabait si sir ben na ipahiram yung pc nya. pagsabado pala dito alang boss, yippeee!!! ang sarap pumasok. haha. tuloy ko yung kwento ko. kahapon din, hindi kami nagsabay ni pao kasi nacelebrate yung dept nila sa market2x. so magisa lang ako umuwi, nakisabay na lang ako kina shelly & dada kasi mag-mrt din daw sila. problema papunta silang south ako north so hanggang mrt lang kami sabay. (gulo no?) ang nahihiwagaan ako habang nagaabang ako ng mrt e may narinig akong boses ng babae sa likod ko na nagereklamo kasi hindi sila makasakay ng kasama nya. nang lingunin ko kilala ko pala sya (sya si mam rachel ng jb banawe) at kasama nya rin si eugene isang crew. bumaba kami sa north ave station, plano ko sana magdyip papuntang munoz pero ewan ko ba may nagtulak sa akin na maglakad ng 3 blocks papunta sa sakayan ng frisco. pag sakay ko ng dyip nakasabay ko naman si sherelyn. WEIRD!!!.. kahit tuloy hindi ko kasabay si pao ngaun e hindi rin ako magisa umuwi...... iba talga tong araw na 'to

another day of work

nakuha ko na ang dapat na oras ng pag-gising tried and tested kong baga. kailangan gumising ako ng 6:30am. dapat nakaalis na ko sa bahay before 7:30am. para makarating ako ng opis ng 8:30am. at ang maganda sa ganun e ala pa masyadong tao sa mrt. di ko naiipit, sayang naman ang mala nagtitinda ng encyclopedia kong attire at nakakapagcheck pa ko ng blog at mail ko. hahaha.... lunch break namin kaya lang puno yun pantry kaya maya na lang kami kain ni pao. ulam nga pala namin yung 2 days old na adobong manok ko. sabi nya nga sobrang alat na kasi babad na sa toyo. pero napatyagaan pa naman namin.
bukas ill be on training the whole day (from 9am-5pm) and i also been told na ill start calling posible clients to either mon or tues. sana nga makayanan ko. plz pray for me!!!!!!!!!

getting used to...

haggang ngayon ala pa rin akong pc, and is still dont know kung kelan ako magkakaroon. kwento ko na lang what happen to me today, good news: di na ko pinagxerox ng isang buong libro. Bad news: yung mga sinerox ko kahapon sinulat ko sa trasnmittal paper ( yun yung papel na tinatawagan namin mga telemarketer na naglalaman ng mga info ng leads) sakit ng kamay ko at may kalyo na ata.... hahaha. di pa rin ako natre-train sabi sa friday daw buong araw ako train.
after kong magsulat sa transmittal paper, lahat yung mga leads ay pinadalhan ko ng fax.... halos buong araw ko nakain sa kakasulat at kafafax. ok lang kahit na ang trabaho ko ala naman relasyon sa posisyon ko ok lang kasi may sweldo namn ako. hahaha

working...work....work

been 2 says since my last post. (bakit ba laging kong sinisimulan yun blog ko sa ganun) haha anyway, im at the office right now. as a background bout my work. im a telemarketer, the company is selling internet service to both corporate or residential people. enough of that, im not calling clients yet coz ive been told that i have to undergo 1mnth of training. i find it very funny coz im workin for a internet provider but i dont have my own computer, oo ala kong computer kaya lang ako nakapagblog ngaun kasi gamit ko yung pc ng katapat kunggirl na si jm. mabait naman sila but i think id still need to be careful just like what len the HR here told me. lunch time kaya nakasingit ako. tinanong ko nga kung kelan ako magkakapc ang sagot "di nila sure kasi ala ng available," expected ko na yung ganon na sagot. kanina bago mag-lunch pinagxerox ako ng isang book .... yun yung mga leads nila. napansin kasi ng boss ko na ala kong ginagawa kayo yun sinabihan akong magxerox. sabi ko nga ok lang sa akin magxerox, eventhoug i know na i look stupid lalo na kapag nakikita ako ng ibang tao and they will asked me "bakit me sine-xerox yan?" with a big smirk on their face. gusto ko sana pagkukutungan sila kaya lang bago pa lang ako dito. maybe pag matagal-tAgal na. bwuhahahaha ... makakaganti din ako sa inyo!!!!! pero on the brigther side, bayad naman ako kahit na tiga-xerox lang ako. so ok na rin..... peace out

bagong kaalaman

salamat kay tsong batjay at may natutunan ako ngayon... eto na siguro yun tinatawag nilang sarap sa lahat ng paghihirap. lolz. di lang talga ako ngayon pinatawa ni batjay kundi may natutunan pa ko. nagpalit na rin ako ng browser ko. hindi na ko gumagamit ng internet explorer .. kundi firefox na rin. sobra pare ang kewl ng browser na to!! o dahil bago lang sa paningin ko,, basta ang kewl alaga. tulad nga ng sinabi ni tsong batjay sa blog nya... parang nakainom ng kung ano yung pc ko sa bilis.. hahahha.... at salamat dun sa tip ni chin wong. sobra iba talga nagagwa ng kaalaman.. bwuhahaha.... try nyo rin?

3 days straight

Been 3 days na hindi ko nakapagblog… its becoz those three days is them ost unexpected days of my January month. Di ko lam nun Friday nagkita ulit kami ni joms, nagpunta kami sa sm to remind yung mga friends naming nung high school para sa aming get together sa baywalk.

Saturday, nagpunta ako kian joms kasi noon lang sya naghanda para sa birthday niya. So nagpunta ako sa house nila sa Fairview. Bumalik kami ng bahay mga 4pm na, nood ako ng “little black book” what a nice story I learned that to get want you want you must believe in happy endings and not all happy endings is what you expect it to be…… midnight dumating sina russ, ces, sha, she, Helen at bevs, kasama na rin akmi ni joms. Umalis kami ng bahay mga past 9pm na. Dumiretso kami ng baywalk. We never expect na sobreang dami ng tao. Naisip ko sabado nga pala. May new attraction nga sa baywalk e yun bang mga taong nagpo-posed as statue just like in New York. Mga 10pm we decided to go cowboys grill to eat kasi ala kami mapwestuhan sa baywalk sa dami ng tao. We really enjoy each other’s company, siguro dahil na rin sa tagal naming di nagkita. Nakaisang pitcher lang kami ng beer kasi yun iba hindi namn uminom. We got hoem mga 2pm na. Dito natulog sa house sina bevs, she at sha.. im planning to post the pictures ditto sa blog ko kasi gusto makita ni edith friend namin sa California…. Pero di panapapadevelop yung film ni she. But as soon as the picture is developed popost ko ditto…. Ciao for now!!!

bagong umagang parating ... hala FPJ

What a day!!! Di ko nakapagblog last night kasi pagod na ko. Buong araw kaming nag-walk in sa mga opisina ni tristan. About the inteview sa tridel ok naman, nagtest ako. Nakakatuwa nga kasi di ko lam yung mga sagot sa tanong. Tanungin ba naman kasi ako kung ano ang internet; ano ibig sabihin ng dsl?; kelan nagboom ang internet sa pinas? Ba malay ko!!! Alam naman nilang marketing graduate ako. Pero syempre nagpabibo ako. Kahit di ko lam singutan ko parin yung iba… Buti na lang din fren ni Pauline yung hr tinuruan nyo ko ng ibang sagot. Kulit nga e… hehehe, pinabalik ako today to do my final interview with the senior manager, ayun aga ko tuloy ulit nagising… nandun na ko ortigas mga 9am. Exercise na rin ako kasi mahabang lakad ko from mrt to emerald avenue. Sabi ko nga kung matataggap ako malamang everyday ganito ang lakarin ko. Ngaun pa naman medyo mataba ako, malamang magbilang lang ako ng ilang araw payatot na ulit ako. Everything is worthy naman kasi natanggap ako … oo may trabaho na ako ulit as a telemarketer ng tridel. Pinagstart na nga ako agad sa Lunes….

a day in the life of mr. erwin

Nothin-special today, just the same old regular day of my life (if you could call it life). Nagising ko maaga kasi, sinugod ako ni aaron at abi sa kama. Pinangunahan ko na bumangon na agad ako. After that, lumabas ako ng bahay at nagpunta kila ate nimfa, which is what I normally do kapag la na akong magawa sa bahay. I ate mami sa tindahan ni aling selya at mang dagul. Before midnight, nakarecvd ako ng text from Pauline saying I’ve got an interview with there office tomorrow at 9am for a sales position. Actually na-interview na ko ng H.R. nila last November but they told me na ang opening pa nila is on January which is ngaun month na ‘to. So tomorrow may interview ako with the manager nila… sana it will turn out good. Pero medyo nag-aalangan pa ako…bahala na!!!

mahirap magpalaki ng magulang

ive watched y speak the other day and it wont stopped me from thinking about their topic. its about "dapat ka bang magalit sa pagiging pabaya ng iyong parents?" (or something like it) anyway. kung ako tatanungin, OO at HINDI. depende!! but looking around, kahit nga dito lang sa aming kalye e you will see all those irresponsible parents. once their is an accident here, wherein a little kid is involved (aged 5 or 6), hes been hit by a jeepney. the kid is playing at the back of the jeepney when it happen. sino may kasalanan? alam naman yung bata.... malamang yung nanay. at ang masama pa nun e, yung nanay ay either nakikipagtsimisan lang o nagsusugal. i pity those parents and part of me hates them. meron pa ngang mom dito sa amin na inaagawan pa niya ng food yung anak nya.... hay!!!! gusto ko sanang murahin yung nanay e. minsan nga i cant stop to say may nanay pa lang ganito!!! welcome to the real world erwin o sa phils lang nanyayari to!!!! and their this one mom also na hinahayaan nya lang yung kids nya na maglaro magisa sa kalye, her reason... hayaan mo raw para matuto ( she says this with a grin on her face) i cant believe it. isa pang nakakinis, pag may nanyari na dun sa bata for example.... nadapa yung kid... the parents (most of the moms her do these coz i saw them) blame the kid. sinisisi nila yung kakulitan nung bata at pinapapasok sa loob ng bahay nila. syempre yung bata iiyak lang... tapos yung nanay balik sa sugalan.... *sigh* iniisip ko tuloy baka kaya naman nagalit yung nanay kasi naistorbo siya sa pagsusugal.... bwuhahahaha.... ngayon sabihin nyo kung sino mahirap palakihin ang magulang o ang bata?????

tsunami o sunami ewan ko!!!!!

hi!! its bin 2 days since my last story kasi naubusan ako ng load sa net. lam nyo namn ala kong trabaho. heheh. anyway, i received this email from a friend it contains pictures from the tsunami incident... i just wanna verify with you all kung sa tingin nyo na gawa lang tong picture na 'to o genuine..... hmmmppp kasi ako alanganin. kung tititigan nyong mabuti yung pic mukhang nakangiti yung mga tao.... wala man lang sense of panic o ano man. basta kayo na maghusga....

buhay airport sa pinas

natutuwa naman ako atmay bumisita sa blogsite ko... kina ate arlin, shereen at ka edong. si ate arlin obvious ba ate ko .. nasa dubai siay kasma ng isa ko pang ate. Si shereen cousin na niece ko. (no explanation needed)

Si bob ong ay writer ng tatlong book namely; ABNKKBSNPLAKO, BAKIT BALIGAD MAGBASA NG LIBRO ANG PINOY, ITIM NA LIBRO NI HUDAS at ang huli ay ALAMAT NG GUBAT. Bilib ako sa kanyang magsulat. Parang sinusulat nya lang yung nararamdaman nya. Kainis lang kasi di sya nagpapakilala. Maramin ngang nagsasabi na baka hindi lang isang tao si bob ong. Pero ok lang kasi magada naman talaga ang mga libro niya.
Sinubukan kong magsend ng akin blog sa pamamagitan ng cellphone ko. Pero di nagwork. Malamang may mali na namam akong nagawa. Marami pa talaga akong dapat matutunan sa blog. It will take a lot of time and effort ka nga. Hahah. Kwento ko sana yung experience naming ng ihatid naming si ate elsie sa airport. Biruin nyo ganon pala kahirap dto sa airport ng pinas, mapapamura ka talaga. Nun nasa departure area kami para intayin kung makakalusot yung over baggage nadala ng ate ko (ewan ko ba alam naman nyang 25kilos lang ang allowed pilit nya yung 35kilos na dalahin) gawain talaga ng pinoy , “pipilitin baka makalusot”. Pero nakalusot namn!! Baka naglagay? Di lang yung ang blairwitch experience naming sa airport. habang iniintay.namin yung paglabas ni ate para mgpalam ulit. yung mga tao sa labas nagkakagulo parang may edsa revolution. Tapos yung mga sekyo tinataboy kami mga nagiintay para ba kaming mga langaw na tsinutsupe. Naisip ko bakit hindi sila maglaan ng waiting area kasi most of the people na nagiintay e matatanda pa. Sinagot nga ni nanay yung isang guard:

Nanay: bakit nyo kami pinapaalis, di namn kami titira dito e, may iniintay lang!!!!
Sekyo: E mam, bawal ho ditto…
Nanay: Ok, teka lang masakit kasi ang tuhod ko. (palusot nya baka hindi kami paalisin)
Sekyo: E kung masakit pala ang tuhod nyo .. e bakit sumama pa kayo dito sa airport?

Nak ka naman ng tutsa!!! Gusto ko sanang hawakan sa leeg yung sekyo e sabay sigaw ng “O libre kotong” kaso ala kaming nagawa ayun umalis na lang kami……

buhay baktol

Lumabas ako ng bahay kaninang hapon… leche yan ang baho ng hangin pano ba naman yung kapitbahay kong laalaki nakatayo sa tapat ng gate na ka muscle shirt yun bang damit na allang manggas. Ang lupit men ang lakas ng putok sa kilikili. Di ko malaman kung bakit sa dami ng mga ads na lumalabas tungkol sa mga deodorant na gumagamot sa mabahong kilikili e hindi man lang tamaan tong mga taong to. Ewan ko ba , ang laki talga ng galit ko sa mga taong may anghit. Kasi marami naming paraan para magamot ito e hindi pa magawa, siguro sa sobrang sanay na sila di na nila naamoy ang sarili nila. Naalala ko tuloy yung prof ko nun college sabi nya:

Prof: ako kapg nakakasabay ako ng taong may anghit sa dyip tinatapik ko at sinasabihan ko na “Ma/Ale may karapatan din po kong mabuhay kaya kung pede pakibaba nyo yun kilikili nyo.”

Ang hindi ko pa maintindihan e yung may asawa tong lalaking nasa gate namin na may baktol at dalawa pa ang anak nila a. Napaisip tuloy ako pano nate-take nong asawang babae yun makipagsex sa lalking to na ang baho ng kilikili.. sigh buhay pinoy nga naman …….. ala naman sa tradisyon ng pinoy ang mabahong kilikil. Hay ewan bahala sila. Leche!!!!!!

nagsisimula ulit ako mag blog .... kasi wala na namn akong magawa ... create ako ng bago yung onliindapilipins ..... hehhhehe sana may magbasa

pup days

*sigh* dito ako ngaun sa pup, may sintang paaralan kunin ko yung pina authenticate ko. leche talaga kung di namn talaga tinamaan ng lintik, ngaun na nga ako punta at maaga pa dahil lam ko na made-delayed na naman. lam mo naman goverment. sobrang bagal. as if naman ang hirap ng work nila. duh .... dapat nung dec 2 kaya lang may bAGYO. nakakainis pinababalik pa ko mamayang 2pm. kasi di pa raw na pipirmahan. sucks talaga. anyway be back soon.